GIT! You know what? I was just going to start complaining about the fact that my parents are only going to give me some money to spend on Thursday and Saturday to celebrate my birthday, but I just received a message from my dear mother that I'm receiving a surprise present which is cool. LOL!
Anyway, I need to finish this short recount for today, since I will be watching Transformers: Revenge Of the Fallen will my auntie's family tonight at 7:30 pm. I'm not really an obsessed fan of it, but I'll be watching the movie for the sake of watching it and having a break. Earlier today, I was dead exhausted - like literally.
Today was quite fine. As I've mentioned in the previous post, I was indeed in Virus' class for the double period of Science which was quite cool. I actually learnt some new stuff in their class, and I scored a merit which I felt pretty undeserving with. GOSH! I don't even want to talk about that anymore. After that, the day went quick. Tazzie and I borrowed a guitar for the next two periods from the Music faculty, jamming most of the times. Our teacher didn't come for History, and Maths was a bludge because with a substitute. The last two periods came fast too. Information Software and Technology was quite fine as we finished this notes about Multimedia and Sizes. In English, some friends and I played this game called "Bullshit" which was awesomely funny! The time went really fast that I was disappointed that it ended that time went on quickly.
After school, I felt a little gloomy that Slexy didn't bother waiting to say goodbye - but oh well - she might have some other reasonable reasons anyway. Not long after waiting for Mini-Virus, I decided to walk with them towards the train station and, eventually, my cousin's school where I caught up with my auntie coincidentally. The three of us got my little cousin, not long after we said our goodbyes. I decided to stay over my auntie's place and eat some Bulalo which was bloody tasty after she invited me to try her food. It was somewhere at 5 pm, where I had to go back home because my parents were meant to buy my birthday present.
To be honest, I didn't fancy the idea of spoiling their gift for me because I don't want to be ahead for two days. I don't even know what the heck my best buds are giving me, and I don't know if they even remember that it will be my birthday in two days. GIT! I don't want to think about it. I just hope that if they do give something, it comes from their heart. If they're not bothered giving me anything at all, just I hope they just don't buy me some random gift. GIT! As I have said, I don't want to think about that. It kind of hurts to think that way...
My auntie just called me (which is about 6:47 pm), reminding me to change before we go to the cinema. She also mentioned Kambal Sa Uma which - according to her - is getting very interesting. I don't care, but I'm going to spoil myself now before we go. Too bad, I can't probably talk to V, since it might be passed my curfew when I come back, and she's just not probably bothered to go online anyway. I know she's quite tired today, and so am I. Oh well, too bad for me, eh? *offs to watch Kambal Sa Uma online*
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
Two Weeks Of Unexpectations, Two Weeks of Developing "Maturity"
Well, you may hit me on the head of you want to. I know I've not updated my blog for two weeks now, and I could only say that you can't really blame with it. Don't worry though, since I'm going to post some journal entries that I have made on the days that I was unable to update my blog...
Before I paste the recounts from the journal, I'd just like to recap on my long day...
I woke up early in the morning, sleep-deprived, after deciding to sleep at almost 2:30 am after playing Mafia Wars in Facebook, burning two cds, an English and Non-English - featuring the Croatian/Bosnian/Serbian, Tagalog and Spanish language - one and waiting for midnight to greet my dear mother for her birthday. It was all worth it though because I wasn't late when I arrived to school. I was lucky that there technical difficulties when I arrived. GIT! I swear, I was lucky. Everyone also missed the first period of the day - which is Maths for me - and I couldn't stand, but be happy. Physical Education was the next class, and I enjoyed it a lot, even though the lower part of my PE uniform was covered with wet mud after I slid while playing as the pitcher for T-Ball. It was my fault for not being bothered to bring my proper shoes anyway. LOL!
For double Music, we also got to perform our Hero by Enrique Iglesias piece where I've only got a seven out of ten for the performance. Apparently, I had rhythm problems for the guitar. I'm not going to deny that fact at all for we haven't been practicing that much together. At Lunch, I got the job of making a lesson plan for the head teacher's class, planning for an experiment tomorrow. It turned out that it was Virus' class, so I'm pretty excited! I'm going to her class tomorrow to join them, so I'm looking forward to that! The last subject of English was a bludge, and I didn't really bother doing much, so I don't really care about that. LOL!
Moving on the afternoon, I ended up going with V and the rest of her family while they ventured to get both V and her sister a bank account. It was interesting listening to everyone talk in V's language for like half an hour or even more! I actually had fun though, since I was trying to decipher what they were saying since I kind of understand a little from her language now. As soon as we finished, we directed to McDonalds where we asked about the whole training for V and I before we start working there. It took more than an hour of waiting that I actually got scared that I will get to pass my curfew of 5 pm. I eventually passed it, but lucky for me, I got to tell my dear mother where I was at that moment. I had to do this Tax File Declaration, so it was kind of worth it anyway. V, on the other hand, dropped me off the train station, but I ended up dropping her back off since the bus wouldn't come until another 20 minutes. I knew V probably got annoyed with me, since I knew she was tired by then, and she still had to go training. LOL! I ended up getting dropped off by them again after they insisted on driving me to my place at that point. GIT! Their generosity couldn't stop making me embarassed and shy to them. I owe them a lot already, and today only made it a lot more.
V and Mini-Virus decided to go inside the house to greet my dear mother a Happy Birthday, but she had just woke up, so they decided to just drop a message which was kind of them. I think she appreciated the fact that they even bothered going in to greet her which was cool enough. Eventually, I found out that we were going to this Chinese and Vietnamese restaurant, Pho 78, which was quite awesome.
Now, I'm at home, typing this while my eyes start to hurt. I haven't done my homeworks, but I can't be bothered much. V is obviously not going online because she's probably tired from her training. I sometimes only wish that she'd warn me when she's not coming though. I can't blame her though; she's probably just not bothered. LOL! Oh well, I'm just one bored kid. I'm close to my curfew at 10 pm, so I'll just probably go to Facebook and play Mafia Wars or this new game called Street Racing...
Now, here are the journal entries that I have written these past two weeks. They are not edited (except maybe for obvious spelling errors) so it's going to be a little hard to read at times for they might not make any sense...
(I'll post them ASAP since I have them at my mum's comp! LOL!)
Before I paste the recounts from the journal, I'd just like to recap on my long day...
I woke up early in the morning, sleep-deprived, after deciding to sleep at almost 2:30 am after playing Mafia Wars in Facebook, burning two cds, an English and Non-English - featuring the Croatian/Bosnian/Serbian, Tagalog and Spanish language - one and waiting for midnight to greet my dear mother for her birthday. It was all worth it though because I wasn't late when I arrived to school. I was lucky that there technical difficulties when I arrived. GIT! I swear, I was lucky. Everyone also missed the first period of the day - which is Maths for me - and I couldn't stand, but be happy. Physical Education was the next class, and I enjoyed it a lot, even though the lower part of my PE uniform was covered with wet mud after I slid while playing as the pitcher for T-Ball. It was my fault for not being bothered to bring my proper shoes anyway. LOL!
For double Music, we also got to perform our Hero by Enrique Iglesias piece where I've only got a seven out of ten for the performance. Apparently, I had rhythm problems for the guitar. I'm not going to deny that fact at all for we haven't been practicing that much together. At Lunch, I got the job of making a lesson plan for the head teacher's class, planning for an experiment tomorrow. It turned out that it was Virus' class, so I'm pretty excited! I'm going to her class tomorrow to join them, so I'm looking forward to that! The last subject of English was a bludge, and I didn't really bother doing much, so I don't really care about that. LOL!
Moving on the afternoon, I ended up going with V and the rest of her family while they ventured to get both V and her sister a bank account. It was interesting listening to everyone talk in V's language for like half an hour or even more! I actually had fun though, since I was trying to decipher what they were saying since I kind of understand a little from her language now. As soon as we finished, we directed to McDonalds where we asked about the whole training for V and I before we start working there. It took more than an hour of waiting that I actually got scared that I will get to pass my curfew of 5 pm. I eventually passed it, but lucky for me, I got to tell my dear mother where I was at that moment. I had to do this Tax File Declaration, so it was kind of worth it anyway. V, on the other hand, dropped me off the train station, but I ended up dropping her back off since the bus wouldn't come until another 20 minutes. I knew V probably got annoyed with me, since I knew she was tired by then, and she still had to go training. LOL! I ended up getting dropped off by them again after they insisted on driving me to my place at that point. GIT! Their generosity couldn't stop making me embarassed and shy to them. I owe them a lot already, and today only made it a lot more.
V and Mini-Virus decided to go inside the house to greet my dear mother a Happy Birthday, but she had just woke up, so they decided to just drop a message which was kind of them. I think she appreciated the fact that they even bothered going in to greet her which was cool enough. Eventually, I found out that we were going to this Chinese and Vietnamese restaurant, Pho 78, which was quite awesome.
Now, I'm at home, typing this while my eyes start to hurt. I haven't done my homeworks, but I can't be bothered much. V is obviously not going online because she's probably tired from her training. I sometimes only wish that she'd warn me when she's not coming though. I can't blame her though; she's probably just not bothered. LOL! Oh well, I'm just one bored kid. I'm close to my curfew at 10 pm, so I'll just probably go to Facebook and play Mafia Wars or this new game called Street Racing...
Now, here are the journal entries that I have written these past two weeks. They are not edited (except maybe for obvious spelling errors) so it's going to be a little hard to read at times for they might not make any sense...
(I'll post them ASAP since I have them at my mum's comp! LOL!)
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Ultimate Hell, Absolute Heaven
Before I could even initiate this entry, I've been slacking off with trying to be updated with my every day life. I know it gets really boring after a while, talking about the same repetitive stuff every time. Well, the truth is that I still want to do so, except that I am just bloody busy with school-related stuff.
Well, I couldn't remember much from what had happened last Thursday. All I could assume was that we were talking about this movie night that was meant to be held yesterday. I also found out that I came first for Science, equal to a very good friend of mine. I also got my Maths test result which I got a 100% percent on. It was almost the same in the afternoon, except the fact that I had missed my bus again. I decided to walk my dear best bud Virus to her place to consume some waiting time, but I ended up getting dropped off by V and her dad after they all insisted in doing so.
Yesterday... Oh my - let's say it was like both heaven and hell. There was so much drama in the morning while I had absolute fun in the evening. It was like a total contradiction. GIT! I'd have to say it was a balance though, except that the drama weighed a little bit more...
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It's currently 8:41 pm, and I just came back to my auntie's house. After church (where I sadistically was pretty much distracted by other stuff) and Hungry Jacks (where I ate Triple Cheeseburger and applied for a job unprofessionally, smiling and giggling most of the times), we basically just went home, ready to watch the marathon in TFC. Of course, I'm personally looking forward for Kambal Sa Uma - as always - but it's still going to show at 12 am anyway.
Going back to the events that had taken place yesterday, I'll start with the fact that my morning was hellish as ever. It was early in the morning sometime almost 8 when my sister decided to aggravate my dear mother early in the morning - a very big mistake. We both should have known about our mother's swiftly varying mood swings, and that one shall expect the worst at that point. It was then an immediate reflex for my dear mother to tell me that I will have to be home by today afternoon from my auntie's place. Of course, I obviously became defensive. This could have only made it worse...
The next thing I knew, my mother was mad - and so was I. My dear mother brought up the fact that I might be lying again and that I'm only going to my auntie's house to meet my friends. I was really frustrated with the fact that she didn't trust me at all! My friends were indeed one of the reasons why I wanted to go to my auntie's house, but it's not the main one. Why couldn't she just accept the fact that I just want to spend some time with my auntie on the weekends? She wouldn't also stop bringing the fact that I lied to her once (I did lie, but I told her immediately that I did anyway) means that I might be lying to her again. Bloody hell, that was that lie I made up for V to make my mother think that she couldn't come to my great grandfather's party because she was actually going out with her man. I hope she understands the fact that I only did that because I knew what she was going to assume the moment she knew that...
The fact that I've been slacking off schoolwork was another subject. My mother completely blamed the whole thing with Windows Live which for her is my main priority every night. GIT! Seriously, I only talk to at least two people online - mainly V or Tazzie - and I only get to talk to them for at least two hours. Why couldn't she blame Facebook? Mafia Wars had literally been distracting me most of the times... GOSH! I know what I'm doing and what my bloody limits are! It's not like I'm failing any subject at all. Sometimes, even getting a 90% is not enough. Who am I, superwoman? GIT!
"You'll be staying over your auntie's house for two weeks" was one of the last sentences before I left for school. By then, I was already crying for the fact that my dear mother herself couldn't understand me. For her, I was still lying and all. I was meant to leave home before 8:30 am because of my bus, but I decided to stay longer because my eyes were bloody red. I can't believe she was throwing me out just like that. My mother thought that I'd rather be in my auntie's house than at home because I supposedly could do whatever I want - which is bullcrap. My dear father decided to drop me off to school when it was already past 8:40... (NOTE: A lot of subjects have been skipped for protection purposes.)
Just when I had arrived in front of the school gates, my auntie called me and asked me: "What have you done this time?", confirming that I am indeed staying at her place for two weeks. Oh, bloody hell! She also told me that my mother was crying - and that basically made me feel worse. My eyes were puffy and red by the time I've reached my roll class; I was trying so hard to hold my tears. The moment I've met up with V, I started to slowly break down again, and she noticed it immediately. Even though I'd love to tell her everything (since we tell each other everything), I couldn't because it was going to make me shed more tears. The fact that my friends - specifically her - were part of the conversation I had with my parents (yes - even my dear father had spoken with me), was just hard for me. When Slexy arrived, she initially thought we were playing a joke, but then it only made me cry more by then. GIT! Their hugs were enough to slow down my tears, but it was just hard. I also promised to tell them what had happened in Recess, and so I did - although not everything. The fact that I keep forgetting stuff is not helping - as well as the fact that I was very defensive over my friends in the argument I had with my dear mother...
In the middle of the day at Geography, I received this message from my mother. I can't remember what it said, but I remember there was an apology that I supposedly "didn't like the way I was brought up" (bloody hell - where did this bullcrap came from?), this whole thing about "regrets always comes last", "we will always be here for you" and "we love you" which broke me down for a minute in class. I should say I'm pretty lucky that I have Ding and Tush to distract my mind every time I'm with them. I also had this headache the whole Lunch. Too bad, playing only made it worse later when I went to Health class...
In McDonalds, it wasn't long until my auntie arrived. GIT! She looked bloody pissed that V even noticed it. I dropped V and her sister off before I had this long conversation with my auntie. I think it took an hour or something close. She asked me if I was really lying - and of course - I told her nothing but the truth. She also told me that my dear mother was just being protective of me in a way that shouldn't be necessarily reached. I totally understood her by then because I knew that my mother was a total good girl who follow all the rules, and that she doesn't fully understand what's happening to me. She's also very used to me being at home always, not going out at all, and that's why it's all new to her. She also told me that the two week break was good for both of us because we could finally have some space (although I still don't get why we need so). There were some other stuff that we talked about, but I couldn't really remember...
Anyway, I went home, showered and dressed for the movie night, realising that I was late. Lucky, V didn't really care (unlike before where she said that if I come after 5 pm, I'd rather stay home and rest my stressed mind) if I was late. The important thing was that I can come. The other thing was that I didn't know that the night was actually going to be a heavenly distraction for me...
I arrived at 6 pm (an hour late); there were a few more people than usual (which is the three of us) and that there were four boys and girls. There were the three of us, V's man, Mini-Virus, MV's man, Steve and Ram (let's just call them this shall we?). I heard that they were actually playing "Murder in the Dark" before I came, so I received this blow in the head when Ram ended up pushing me for some reason that I can't really remember (maybe to scare me or something). I couldn't help but laugh really. I think we watched random shows in Foxtel - from wrestling to some random movies - for at least an hour before we decided to play "Spin the Bottle". Nothing much really happened, except that I did something first time in my life (it was actually again repeated twice later - LOL!) so expect me to remember this day for the wrong reasons! Jokes, but seriously. We went in and out V's room, doing whatever and having fun. I'm not going to elaborate more, since you don't really need to know. It was unfortunate that our curfew was at 10 pm...
Trust me, mate - it was awesome as ever. V planned to hold it again for the next week, and I can't wait! I just hope there's nothing else to be held that week because one of the house rules that I have to follow is that I can only get out for like a day. At least, that's something. I'm not complaining...
Nothing much really happened today, except the fact that I got to go shopping at Fairfield Showground for our trip to Snowy Mountains on July. My mother was there, and it was pretty awkward for both of us. We barely spoke to each other, and the only thing was she said was "when are you picking up your clothes?" and "try on this parka that I bought for you" the whole time. Oh well, after that we went home and got ready for church. Before going to church, I also got to talk to V who actually waited for me to be online for three hours (I left her a message when she was mowing her lawn or something)...
Anyway, you know what's next - church and then Hungry Jacks. Nothing much happened after that except that my dear mother left my auntie a message, asking how I was. I replied to her, telling her that I miss and love her. She replied saying that she misses me too and that I hope I enjoy my stay at my auntie's and that "do it your way". I swear - when I got to call her, I told her she was crazy
Not long ago, about 10:30 pm, I called V because - apparently - she's receiving my messages very late like after a minute or so. I don't know for how long we've talked, but we actually missed each other online. We're probably so used to talking online every possible time, and it's just different for now that my auntie has the older version of Windows Live. Oh well, I hope we get to meet each other though. I still need to ask both my uncle and auntie though. I might be writing a letter to them for consent...
Anyway, I'm off now. I've been here for like a few hours. It's already 11:21 pm and my marathon will be starting in half an hour. *crosses fingers, hoping that her uncle and auntie will allow V to come for tomorrow*
PS: Sorry about this post. I know it's very long. LOL!
Well, I couldn't remember much from what had happened last Thursday. All I could assume was that we were talking about this movie night that was meant to be held yesterday. I also found out that I came first for Science, equal to a very good friend of mine. I also got my Maths test result which I got a 100% percent on. It was almost the same in the afternoon, except the fact that I had missed my bus again. I decided to walk my dear best bud Virus to her place to consume some waiting time, but I ended up getting dropped off by V and her dad after they all insisted in doing so.
Yesterday... Oh my - let's say it was like both heaven and hell. There was so much drama in the morning while I had absolute fun in the evening. It was like a total contradiction. GIT! I'd have to say it was a balance though, except that the drama weighed a little bit more...
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Alright, here's the deal. It's currently 5:21 PM, and it's not far until I have to go to church because my auntie will be working tomorrow. I just had a chat with my dear best bud V, and she told me that she wanted to come visit tomorrow to supposedly comfort me about the darned things that had happened to me yesterday. It's pretty thoughtful and kind of her - as always. I'm seriously lucky for her to be there for me. I'm sure she knows I'll do the same for her. Oh well, I just have to ask my dear auntie if she'll permit her to come over while they're gone tomorrow...
Gosh. Anyway, I'll be talking about what really happened later. It's hell - I tell you...
It's currently 8:41 pm, and I just came back to my auntie's house. After church (where I sadistically was pretty much distracted by other stuff) and Hungry Jacks (where I ate Triple Cheeseburger and applied for a job unprofessionally, smiling and giggling most of the times), we basically just went home, ready to watch the marathon in TFC. Of course, I'm personally looking forward for Kambal Sa Uma - as always - but it's still going to show at 12 am anyway.
Going back to the events that had taken place yesterday, I'll start with the fact that my morning was hellish as ever. It was early in the morning sometime almost 8 when my sister decided to aggravate my dear mother early in the morning - a very big mistake. We both should have known about our mother's swiftly varying mood swings, and that one shall expect the worst at that point. It was then an immediate reflex for my dear mother to tell me that I will have to be home by today afternoon from my auntie's place. Of course, I obviously became defensive. This could have only made it worse...
The next thing I knew, my mother was mad - and so was I. My dear mother brought up the fact that I might be lying again and that I'm only going to my auntie's house to meet my friends. I was really frustrated with the fact that she didn't trust me at all! My friends were indeed one of the reasons why I wanted to go to my auntie's house, but it's not the main one. Why couldn't she just accept the fact that I just want to spend some time with my auntie on the weekends? She wouldn't also stop bringing the fact that I lied to her once (I did lie, but I told her immediately that I did anyway) means that I might be lying to her again. Bloody hell, that was that lie I made up for V to make my mother think that she couldn't come to my great grandfather's party because she was actually going out with her man. I hope she understands the fact that I only did that because I knew what she was going to assume the moment she knew that...
The fact that I've been slacking off schoolwork was another subject. My mother completely blamed the whole thing with Windows Live which for her is my main priority every night. GIT! Seriously, I only talk to at least two people online - mainly V or Tazzie - and I only get to talk to them for at least two hours. Why couldn't she blame Facebook? Mafia Wars had literally been distracting me most of the times... GOSH! I know what I'm doing and what my bloody limits are! It's not like I'm failing any subject at all. Sometimes, even getting a 90% is not enough. Who am I, superwoman? GIT!
"You'll be staying over your auntie's house for two weeks" was one of the last sentences before I left for school. By then, I was already crying for the fact that my dear mother herself couldn't understand me. For her, I was still lying and all. I was meant to leave home before 8:30 am because of my bus, but I decided to stay longer because my eyes were bloody red. I can't believe she was throwing me out just like that. My mother thought that I'd rather be in my auntie's house than at home because I supposedly could do whatever I want - which is bullcrap. My dear father decided to drop me off to school when it was already past 8:40... (NOTE: A lot of subjects have been skipped for protection purposes.)
Just when I had arrived in front of the school gates, my auntie called me and asked me: "What have you done this time?", confirming that I am indeed staying at her place for two weeks. Oh, bloody hell! She also told me that my mother was crying - and that basically made me feel worse. My eyes were puffy and red by the time I've reached my roll class; I was trying so hard to hold my tears. The moment I've met up with V, I started to slowly break down again, and she noticed it immediately. Even though I'd love to tell her everything (since we tell each other everything), I couldn't because it was going to make me shed more tears. The fact that my friends - specifically her - were part of the conversation I had with my parents (yes - even my dear father had spoken with me), was just hard for me. When Slexy arrived, she initially thought we were playing a joke, but then it only made me cry more by then. GIT! Their hugs were enough to slow down my tears, but it was just hard. I also promised to tell them what had happened in Recess, and so I did - although not everything. The fact that I keep forgetting stuff is not helping - as well as the fact that I was very defensive over my friends in the argument I had with my dear mother...
In the middle of the day at Geography, I received this message from my mother. I can't remember what it said, but I remember there was an apology that I supposedly "didn't like the way I was brought up" (bloody hell - where did this bullcrap came from?), this whole thing about "regrets always comes last", "we will always be here for you" and "we love you" which broke me down for a minute in class. I should say I'm pretty lucky that I have Ding and Tush to distract my mind every time I'm with them. I also had this headache the whole Lunch. Too bad, playing only made it worse later when I went to Health class...
In McDonalds, it wasn't long until my auntie arrived. GIT! She looked bloody pissed that V even noticed it. I dropped V and her sister off before I had this long conversation with my auntie. I think it took an hour or something close. She asked me if I was really lying - and of course - I told her nothing but the truth. She also told me that my dear mother was just being protective of me in a way that shouldn't be necessarily reached. I totally understood her by then because I knew that my mother was a total good girl who follow all the rules, and that she doesn't fully understand what's happening to me. She's also very used to me being at home always, not going out at all, and that's why it's all new to her. She also told me that the two week break was good for both of us because we could finally have some space (although I still don't get why we need so). There were some other stuff that we talked about, but I couldn't really remember...
Anyway, I went home, showered and dressed for the movie night, realising that I was late. Lucky, V didn't really care (unlike before where she said that if I come after 5 pm, I'd rather stay home and rest my stressed mind) if I was late. The important thing was that I can come. The other thing was that I didn't know that the night was actually going to be a heavenly distraction for me...
I arrived at 6 pm (an hour late); there were a few more people than usual (which is the three of us) and that there were four boys and girls. There were the three of us, V's man, Mini-Virus, MV's man, Steve and Ram (let's just call them this shall we?). I heard that they were actually playing "Murder in the Dark" before I came, so I received this blow in the head when Ram ended up pushing me for some reason that I can't really remember (maybe to scare me or something). I couldn't help but laugh really. I think we watched random shows in Foxtel - from wrestling to some random movies - for at least an hour before we decided to play "Spin the Bottle". Nothing much really happened, except that I did something first time in my life (it was actually again repeated twice later - LOL!) so expect me to remember this day for the wrong reasons! Jokes, but seriously. We went in and out V's room, doing whatever and having fun. I'm not going to elaborate more, since you don't really need to know. It was unfortunate that our curfew was at 10 pm...
Trust me, mate - it was awesome as ever. V planned to hold it again for the next week, and I can't wait! I just hope there's nothing else to be held that week because one of the house rules that I have to follow is that I can only get out for like a day. At least, that's something. I'm not complaining...
Nothing much really happened today, except the fact that I got to go shopping at Fairfield Showground for our trip to Snowy Mountains on July. My mother was there, and it was pretty awkward for both of us. We barely spoke to each other, and the only thing was she said was "when are you picking up your clothes?" and "try on this parka that I bought for you" the whole time. Oh well, after that we went home and got ready for church. Before going to church, I also got to talk to V who actually waited for me to be online for three hours (I left her a message when she was mowing her lawn or something)...
Anyway, you know what's next - church and then Hungry Jacks. Nothing much happened after that except that my dear mother left my auntie a message, asking how I was. I replied to her, telling her that I miss and love her. She replied saying that she misses me too and that I hope I enjoy my stay at my auntie's and that "do it your way". I swear - when I got to call her, I told her she was crazy
Not long ago, about 10:30 pm, I called V because - apparently - she's receiving my messages very late like after a minute or so. I don't know for how long we've talked, but we actually missed each other online. We're probably so used to talking online every possible time, and it's just different for now that my auntie has the older version of Windows Live. Oh well, I hope we get to meet each other though. I still need to ask both my uncle and auntie though. I might be writing a letter to them for consent...
Anyway, I'm off now. I've been here for like a few hours. It's already 11:21 pm and my marathon will be starting in half an hour. *crosses fingers, hoping that her uncle and auntie will allow V to come for tomorrow*
PS: Sorry about this post. I know it's very long. LOL!
Monday, June 8, 2009
An Interlude, A Change Of Plans
NOTE: I started writing on this on the 10th of June, not the 8th of June.
Guess what? I should have posted this entry ages ago (like a day ago or something), but I'm just not bothered - or I was too busy. It's really freakin' cold today, and it's actually the first time I felt the chills! Usually, my hands tend to stay warm, but now it's like stone cold. GIT! Where the heck did my body heat go?
Anyway, I don't want to take too long on summarising what had taken place in the past few days that I've missed out, since I don't really think it's that important. The cycle repeats as usual. I simply called this entry as an "interlude" because I was meant to write down the last part of the whole "Perfection Destined For Doom", and I couldn't put the right mind set into this at the moment. I'll probably get to talk about it in detail, and I'm scared it'll take a lot my time.
But hey, a little summary won't hurt.
------ Monday ------
I know I might have mentioned about doing nothing the whole day, but I actually ended up going in Castle Hill to get my Twilight 3-disc edition (finally after waiting for more than 2 weeks or something) and to Westfield's Liverpool where I got pissed when I realised my sister wore this Esprit shirt that my great grandfather gave me for my birthday before. It has sentimental value for me, and they should have known that. My mother took the blame just to keep the tension down, but that really didn't stop me. It was only when we went McDonalds (oh yes - there again - I'm getting bloody fat) when we ate there and my dear mother calmed me down. I don't know what I did when I reached home, but I was pretty sure I got to talk to Virus as usual. It's like a routine, remember?
------ Tuesday ------
I can't really remember what I did yesterday, but it was pretty much the same. It was a typical day with typical occurences - school, McDonalds, home - except that I almost left my bus. There was also this plan about a movie night at V's place this Friday. A lot of people are coming, and I'm not sure if I'm coming. I don't know if they know this, but I'm not good with crowds. We also had a topic test for Maths, and I didn't get to finish it because of time. Most people didn't even reach half of it. Oh, before I forget, S was also given the name Tush, in short for "tosspot". That's when Git (me), Ding (V), Tush (S) comes in. WOOT!
------ Wednesday ------
Today, my dear best bud Slexy didn't bother showing up for school. OMG! She didn't even warn us about it. Of course, it was not the same when one of us is missing, but both V and I survived the day. I also didn't get to go McDonalds today because V's mother picked them up, since V had a dentist appointment at 4 pm (it's currently 4:57 pm now). On the brighter side of everything, I actually received a credit for the National Geographic Test that was held earlier this year. It's actually my second time to receive this award, although I think it's plain luck. At least, I proved my dear parents wrong about the fact that I'm not slacking off school. They've actually gave me a lecture yesterday about it...
Anyway, that's about it. My hands are starting to freeze like crazy, and I don't know what to do anymore. I still have to remove this bloody virus - no, not my buddy - from my dear mother's laptop. Apparently (LOL - V's sister keep using this word today), this Personal Antivirus was automatically installed in her computer, crashing the Internet Explorer every time I use it. Meanwhile, I'm really not bothered to do anything at all (since V won't be coming in Windows Live until later anyway), although I just remembered that I actually have to finish my Geography book before it gets collected on Friday, and I also need to get ready for this on-class assessment for English on the same day.
Actually, I'll just go play Mafia Wars in Facebook for now. I'm such a bored git. LOL!
Guess what? I should have posted this entry ages ago (like a day ago or something), but I'm just not bothered - or I was too busy. It's really freakin' cold today, and it's actually the first time I felt the chills! Usually, my hands tend to stay warm, but now it's like stone cold. GIT! Where the heck did my body heat go?
Anyway, I don't want to take too long on summarising what had taken place in the past few days that I've missed out, since I don't really think it's that important. The cycle repeats as usual. I simply called this entry as an "interlude" because I was meant to write down the last part of the whole "Perfection Destined For Doom", and I couldn't put the right mind set into this at the moment. I'll probably get to talk about it in detail, and I'm scared it'll take a lot my time.
But hey, a little summary won't hurt.
------ Monday ------
I know I might have mentioned about doing nothing the whole day, but I actually ended up going in Castle Hill to get my Twilight 3-disc edition (finally after waiting for more than 2 weeks or something) and to Westfield's Liverpool where I got pissed when I realised my sister wore this Esprit shirt that my great grandfather gave me for my birthday before. It has sentimental value for me, and they should have known that. My mother took the blame just to keep the tension down, but that really didn't stop me. It was only when we went McDonalds (oh yes - there again - I'm getting bloody fat) when we ate there and my dear mother calmed me down. I don't know what I did when I reached home, but I was pretty sure I got to talk to Virus as usual. It's like a routine, remember?
------ Tuesday ------
I can't really remember what I did yesterday, but it was pretty much the same. It was a typical day with typical occurences - school, McDonalds, home - except that I almost left my bus. There was also this plan about a movie night at V's place this Friday. A lot of people are coming, and I'm not sure if I'm coming. I don't know if they know this, but I'm not good with crowds. We also had a topic test for Maths, and I didn't get to finish it because of time. Most people didn't even reach half of it. Oh, before I forget, S was also given the name Tush, in short for "tosspot". That's when Git (me), Ding (V), Tush (S) comes in. WOOT!
------ Wednesday ------
Today, my dear best bud Slexy didn't bother showing up for school. OMG! She didn't even warn us about it. Of course, it was not the same when one of us is missing, but both V and I survived the day. I also didn't get to go McDonalds today because V's mother picked them up, since V had a dentist appointment at 4 pm (it's currently 4:57 pm now). On the brighter side of everything, I actually received a credit for the National Geographic Test that was held earlier this year. It's actually my second time to receive this award, although I think it's plain luck. At least, I proved my dear parents wrong about the fact that I'm not slacking off school. They've actually gave me a lecture yesterday about it...
Anyway, that's about it. My hands are starting to freeze like crazy, and I don't know what to do anymore. I still have to remove this bloody virus - no, not my buddy - from my dear mother's laptop. Apparently (LOL - V's sister keep using this word today), this Personal Antivirus was automatically installed in her computer, crashing the Internet Explorer every time I use it. Meanwhile, I'm really not bothered to do anything at all (since V won't be coming in Windows Live until later anyway), although I just remembered that I actually have to finish my Geography book before it gets collected on Friday, and I also need to get ready for this on-class assessment for English on the same day.
Actually, I'll just go play Mafia Wars in Facebook for now. I'm such a bored git. LOL!
Perfection Destined For Doom PART 2: Fun After Fun Until the Sun Goes Down... Literally
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On our way back home, my dear mother's close friend, my sister, V and I actually fell asleep for almost an hour while S read these cool magazines that she brought most of the way. While we were almost close to our place, V suddenly planned to go to S' place to hangout or basically chill or something. I was overly happy that my mother had consented me to go, and I couldn't really ask for more at that point. The only thing that really went through my head, making me roar of laughter, was the fact that the whole "not-hanging-out-for-a-while" was never going to happen, unless if there's some really significant reason. LOL! Who cares? I don't even give a darn about that anymore...
We actually initially planned to stay at S' place because S thought that a good friend of hers was waiting for her at home, but she actually left before we came since S wasn't there anyway. We didn't really care at the moment, since we just wanted to hangout - I guess. We "dominated" (according to V) S' room and had some random cool fun. I also couldn't get my hands off S' violin since I always wanted to have one. S also gave V and me this plain black bracelet which the three of us have now. The next thing we knew, we went around Fairfield around almost 5 pm already. Most shops were closed, so we ended up window shopping most of the times which was a fun thing anyway. We also bought Warheads and some Cadbury Top Deck chocolate (white top with a bottom base) in Big W...
By 5 pm, V was supposed to make a choice - to go home at that moment or to bring her sister with us. Torn between the choices, V decided that it was better if her sister come with us, so we could at least still hangout. We picked Mini-Virus up in Aldi, and indirectly headed to Nelson Park. Not long after we had fun, we decided to go to Fairfield Forum, although it was already closed. We ended up in this video store beside the shop, leading to this plan of watching Prom Night sometime next week at my place because I recorded it ages ago in Foxtel. Another movie night has also been planned for Saturday next week with some other friends over at V's place. Trust me, these plans will never end! LOL!
The four of us went back to S' place just to find out that no one was there. It didn't really take long until S' dear mother, brother and cousins went back from McDonalds anyway. The next thing I knew, S' mother offered us some treats in McDonalds. MV, V and I ended up ordering a Cheeseburger meal while S decided to get a Subway. When S was ordering her food while we waited in the car, the unwanted and unexpected happened... (I'm not going to talk about it now, since I might talk about this in another post maybe. It's just not something I want to talk about at the moment.)
The four of us ate our meals the moment we've got them, and we then (except MV because she's playing with the younger kids) immediately headed to S' room to play some cards which supposedly guides your way. It tells you of your past, present, future and the outcome which is six months from now. It absolutely freaked me out. That's all I could say for now really. I'll elaborate on this on a separate post where all deep and essential stuff about today will reside. Just about 8 pm, when my dear mother started reminding me to go home (after extended my time spent), we all decided to go home. V and her sister were dropped off first while I followed.
That was the end of the hangover. The moment I got home, my dear mother and sister was left alone, not having to eat their dinner yet, wanted to go out to buy some food. They initially wanted to go to this Chinese restaurant, but it was closed, so they (including me who just came from the sake of coming) ended up in Mustii's instead and ordered two snackpacks. For some reason, I still felt like eating by then, and I swear I'm getting fat. Am I too stressed? I'm not really sure.
Anyway, I'll be signing off from this entry now. It's already 2:32 am, and I don't feel like doing much anymore even though I won't be going anywhere tomorrow at all. V will be spending time with her man while S will be spending her time with that close friend of hers who she was meant today. It's the Queen's birthday today! Thanks to the Queen, we have a public holiday today. WOOT! Too bad I'll be spending it at home though. GIT! Who cares? I have homeworks to finish anyway and the last part of this entry...
On our way back home, my dear mother's close friend, my sister, V and I actually fell asleep for almost an hour while S read these cool magazines that she brought most of the way. While we were almost close to our place, V suddenly planned to go to S' place to hangout or basically chill or something. I was overly happy that my mother had consented me to go, and I couldn't really ask for more at that point. The only thing that really went through my head, making me roar of laughter, was the fact that the whole "not-hanging-out-for-a-while" was never going to happen, unless if there's some really significant reason. LOL! Who cares? I don't even give a darn about that anymore...
We actually initially planned to stay at S' place because S thought that a good friend of hers was waiting for her at home, but she actually left before we came since S wasn't there anyway. We didn't really care at the moment, since we just wanted to hangout - I guess. We "dominated" (according to V) S' room and had some random cool fun. I also couldn't get my hands off S' violin since I always wanted to have one. S also gave V and me this plain black bracelet which the three of us have now. The next thing we knew, we went around Fairfield around almost 5 pm already. Most shops were closed, so we ended up window shopping most of the times which was a fun thing anyway. We also bought Warheads and some Cadbury Top Deck chocolate (white top with a bottom base) in Big W...
By 5 pm, V was supposed to make a choice - to go home at that moment or to bring her sister with us. Torn between the choices, V decided that it was better if her sister come with us, so we could at least still hangout. We picked Mini-Virus up in Aldi, and indirectly headed to Nelson Park. Not long after we had fun, we decided to go to Fairfield Forum, although it was already closed. We ended up in this video store beside the shop, leading to this plan of watching Prom Night sometime next week at my place because I recorded it ages ago in Foxtel. Another movie night has also been planned for Saturday next week with some other friends over at V's place. Trust me, these plans will never end! LOL!
The four of us went back to S' place just to find out that no one was there. It didn't really take long until S' dear mother, brother and cousins went back from McDonalds anyway. The next thing I knew, S' mother offered us some treats in McDonalds. MV, V and I ended up ordering a Cheeseburger meal while S decided to get a Subway. When S was ordering her food while we waited in the car, the unwanted and unexpected happened... (I'm not going to talk about it now, since I might talk about this in another post maybe. It's just not something I want to talk about at the moment.)
The four of us ate our meals the moment we've got them, and we then (except MV because she's playing with the younger kids) immediately headed to S' room to play some cards which supposedly guides your way. It tells you of your past, present, future and the outcome which is six months from now. It absolutely freaked me out. That's all I could say for now really. I'll elaborate on this on a separate post where all deep and essential stuff about today will reside. Just about 8 pm, when my dear mother started reminding me to go home (after extended my time spent), we all decided to go home. V and her sister were dropped off first while I followed.
That was the end of the hangover. The moment I got home, my dear mother and sister was left alone, not having to eat their dinner yet, wanted to go out to buy some food. They initially wanted to go to this Chinese restaurant, but it was closed, so they (including me who just came from the sake of coming) ended up in Mustii's instead and ordered two snackpacks. For some reason, I still felt like eating by then, and I swear I'm getting fat. Am I too stressed? I'm not really sure.
Anyway, I'll be signing off from this entry now. It's already 2:32 am, and I don't feel like doing much anymore even though I won't be going anywhere tomorrow at all. V will be spending time with her man while S will be spending her time with that close friend of hers who she was meant today. It's the Queen's birthday today! Thanks to the Queen, we have a public holiday today. WOOT! Too bad I'll be spending it at home though. GIT! Who cares? I have homeworks to finish anyway and the last part of this entry...
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Perfection Destined For Doom PART 1: Sleep-Deprived, Frozen Cold, Crazily Ecstatic at Blue Mountains
Sleep-deprived... again. I only slept for like almost 7 hours from a few minutes passed 12 am until 7 am. You know what? I couldn't care less though. My two best buds came over early to my place for Blue Mountains; Virus dropped by earlier than the supposed time of 7:45 am while Slexy dropped off later. Before we began our journey, we stopped over Hungry Jacks while my dear mother bought us some delicious breakfast. V had some pancakes with orange juice while I had some steak bacon roll with some orange juice as well. S decided to order some espresso only - although at the end - we did end up sharing some food around.
The time it took to go Blue Mountains was not as long as we thought it would be. It was less than the 2 hours that we expected it to be. V got carsick on the way too, while all of our poor little selves froze with the wind chill. As soon as we arrived, we immediately directed to the lookout where you could see a lot of humongous trees and the Three Sisters which was absolutely beautiful! The three of us got to walk around the pathway, make some random silent horror videos and take lots of random pictures. It was a short time, but we did to get to enjoy it a lot somehow. "It's like hanging out in a new place rather than the same old Fairfield."
It wasn't long until we had this picnic in this little park that we occupied by ourselves. I was with my family, my auntie's family, my uncle's family and my auntie's close friend's family, so there was quite a lot if you ask me. After we munched on our delicious (mostly) home-cooked food, the three of us decided to go somewhere (not really) distant from the others while my auntie's close friend's daughter accompanied us. We actually accidentally took my mother's chips and secretly ate them (well V mainly did) and played (don't even ask what I mean by this) with them. Trust me, I think we left my auntie's close friend's daughter speechless. LOL!
It wasn't long until we have to leave as well. We initially intended to go to this river which I can't really remember its name and some random destination, but we decided not to. The other places in the vicinity were expensive, costing at least $100 per person, and there was no parking spaces. Of course, we had nowhere to go but home... but my day doesn't end yet...
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PS: Pardon me if I'm cutting this part. As I've told you earlier, I wanted to divide this day into two. You'll just have to see, ok? I'm also kind of doing something really bad, so I'd tell you now it's a secret. *wink wink*
The time it took to go Blue Mountains was not as long as we thought it would be. It was less than the 2 hours that we expected it to be. V got carsick on the way too, while all of our poor little selves froze with the wind chill. As soon as we arrived, we immediately directed to the lookout where you could see a lot of humongous trees and the Three Sisters which was absolutely beautiful! The three of us got to walk around the pathway, make some random silent horror videos and take lots of random pictures. It was a short time, but we did to get to enjoy it a lot somehow. "It's like hanging out in a new place rather than the same old Fairfield."
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I know it's already 12:51 am, so I'm sorry about the intrusion. My dear mother had told me to go to sleep, but I'm not really bothered at the moment. I feel like I need to finish this, especially that this post is going to be divided by two - or even more. There's just a few separate and very different occurences that I want to talk about. It's been kind of stuck in my head... Well, I'm not going to lie - it's really bothering me at the moment. Yes, I'm just one bloody problematic git.
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It wasn't long until we had this picnic in this little park that we occupied by ourselves. I was with my family, my auntie's family, my uncle's family and my auntie's close friend's family, so there was quite a lot if you ask me. After we munched on our delicious (mostly) home-cooked food, the three of us decided to go somewhere (not really) distant from the others while my auntie's close friend's daughter accompanied us. We actually accidentally took my mother's chips and secretly ate them (well V mainly did) and played (don't even ask what I mean by this) with them. Trust me, I think we left my auntie's close friend's daughter speechless. LOL!
It wasn't long until we have to leave as well. We initially intended to go to this river which I can't really remember its name and some random destination, but we decided not to. The other places in the vicinity were expensive, costing at least $100 per person, and there was no parking spaces. Of course, we had nowhere to go but home... but my day doesn't end yet...
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PS: Pardon me if I'm cutting this part. As I've told you earlier, I wanted to divide this day into two. You'll just have to see, ok? I'm also kind of doing something really bad, so I'd tell you now it's a secret. *wink wink*
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Helping Can Mean Sacrificing Yourself
Today was probably one of those few days where I do nothing at all. I was basically stuck in my house, trying to heal some of the boredom - but failed. I'd tell you now: this post is probably going to be one of the shortest one ever.
Most of the day, I've been exploring Facebook, adding some old friends of mine and playing Mafia Wars, since 11 am after only seven hours of sleep after Virus purposely called me on my phone. I also chatted with V throughout the day, going in and off every few moments. We were actually trying to fix this issue that she accidentally annoyed her dear mother when she said "I'm going to Blue Mountains tomorrow." instead of "Could I go to Blue Mountains tomorrow?". She was allowed to go, but no one was going to drive her to my place by 7:45 am - and her mother was absolutely not doing that. Well, it wasn't long until she apologised with what she had accidentally said, and awesome mother finally agreed with dropping her to my place. On the other hand, Slexy will be dropped her by her cool mother at my place - which is a first - since her mother has not come to my place yet.
I also did my Mathletics work (which I should have done two weeks ago) while chatting and playing. It was from 2 pm to almost 10 pm, and - oh boy - it was a lot of work. I also went to church at 6 pm and went home not long after it ended. I chatted again - yada yada - and continued to finish my Mathletics for Maths. When I thought that everything was finally finished, this new problem arose. V's Windows Live was stuffing up, and even until now (it's currently 11:45 pm), it's not even close to being fixed...
GIT! We have to wake up early for tomorrow, and here we are still awake, trying to fix this aggravating problem. The thing is, I can't afford to leave her since she's like really desperate to fix this. I'd have to stop now though. I'll just have to text her to call me if she needs me, since my parents (who are out at the moment to party) expect me to be asleep by now. GIT! My eyes are starting to hurt now too. I've been on the computer for literally approximately 12 hours! OMG! *slumps onto bed and starts texting*
Most of the day, I've been exploring Facebook, adding some old friends of mine and playing Mafia Wars, since 11 am after only seven hours of sleep after Virus purposely called me on my phone. I also chatted with V throughout the day, going in and off every few moments. We were actually trying to fix this issue that she accidentally annoyed her dear mother when she said "I'm going to Blue Mountains tomorrow." instead of "Could I go to Blue Mountains tomorrow?". She was allowed to go, but no one was going to drive her to my place by 7:45 am - and her mother was absolutely not doing that. Well, it wasn't long until she apologised with what she had accidentally said, and awesome mother finally agreed with dropping her to my place. On the other hand, Slexy will be dropped her by her cool mother at my place - which is a first - since her mother has not come to my place yet.
I also did my Mathletics work (which I should have done two weeks ago) while chatting and playing. It was from 2 pm to almost 10 pm, and - oh boy - it was a lot of work. I also went to church at 6 pm and went home not long after it ended. I chatted again - yada yada - and continued to finish my Mathletics for Maths. When I thought that everything was finally finished, this new problem arose. V's Windows Live was stuffing up, and even until now (it's currently 11:45 pm), it's not even close to being fixed...
GIT! We have to wake up early for tomorrow, and here we are still awake, trying to fix this aggravating problem. The thing is, I can't afford to leave her since she's like really desperate to fix this. I'd have to stop now though. I'll just have to text her to call me if she needs me, since my parents (who are out at the moment to party) expect me to be asleep by now. GIT! My eyes are starting to hurt now too. I've been on the computer for literally approximately 12 hours! OMG! *slumps onto bed and starts texting*
Two Missed Days Equals to a Two Page Worth Of Writing
I just missed another day (actually two days - but I'll just treat this day as the 5th). How nice is that? *sarcasm* Oh well, I had essential reasons behind...
Yesterday, I was really busy with this Health Assessment that was due today which I had to work tirelessly alone. I was initially meant to be worked as a group, but I ended up agonising with the fact that I had to do everything (if not 96% of it)... But hey, there's not much that had taken place yesterday, except for the fact that I stayed at Virus' place after school to assist in some technical computer stuff. She ended up scaring me like crazy through the window of the car which almost gave me a heart attack from the embarrassment it had caused me. It was because I thought she was some of those demented people who just squashes towards someone's car window... LOL! By the moment I went home, I immediately stressed on that bloody assessment, killing myself on the process. As usual, I got distracted with the whole Windows Live thing... GIT!
My Internet also went back two days ago, not long after I made my previous post. I also got two of my half-yearly exam results which I'm actually contented of. In History (yesterday), I got 24 out of 30 for the written responses. I was absolutely happy with my mark (even though my dear mother was disappointed since she knew I could have done better if I at least tried) and I couldn't ask for more. This basically means that I got 42 out of 50 in my History half-yearly which was a good surprise for me since History is the most difficult for me. In Geography (today), I received my marks for the extended response. I expected a very low mark, but the teacher actually gave me something higher than my expectations which was bloody awesome! I scored 6 out of 15 for that part, and I didn't even get to do halfway of the response. I thought the marker was very generous for giving me such mark because I didn't fail Geography like I expected it to be. This means that I got 28 out of 50 for the whole Geography half-yearly. Overall - History and Geography combined - I got 72 out of a 100 which is alright since I got above 70% at least...
Before I forget, I still haven't finalised the whole thing about the Blue Mountains thing on Sunday. All I know is that I'm now allowed to bring two friends (which basically means my two girl best buds since Tazzie can't go), and that we are meant to leave at 8 am. I don't really care at the moment - I'll worry about that somewhere later tomorrow - since I have to finish my Mathletics task for Maths before my teacher could send me a N award letter to my parents...
To start about this day, this afternoon was quite typical as usual, except that I finally tied up my hair after a long while and that my auntie had picked me up again after inviting me to come over to her place to watch Kambal Sa Uma, my favourite teleserye in TFC. V was going to spend some time at Slexy's place, so I decided that since she might come late back home, I will not bother going online anymore since I assumed she won't be there anyway. It was freakin' hilarious when I found out that she actually needed me somewhere at 5 pm (probably before leaving to go to S' place), with her saying something like "you are never there when people needs you". I can't help but literally laugh and roll on the floor...
Before we directed to my auntie's place, we ate at McDonalds and stayed there for an hour or more until 5 pm. I literally dumped myself on my auntie's couch as soon as I had entered her house, turning on the television. I was only planning to stay until the Kambal Sa Uma finishes at 6:30 pm - but let's say - I didn't really stick up to the plan. I watched some few shows like Wowowee, which really cracked me up most of the way before I finally get to see the awaited episode...
In this episode of Kambal Sa Uma (watch it here - part 1 - part 2 - part 3), Vira's secret - the rat skin/fur at her back - was surreptitiously exposed by her evil "half sister" (they're actually stepsisters since Vira is adopted), Ynez who wanted to ruin Vira's life because of jealousy after taking a picture of her back when she was taking a shower. Ella, however, thought that Vira took a picture of her as a "revenge" after mistakingly telling Dino - her long time best friend - that Vira was just "playing with him". On the other hand, Vira thought that Ella was the one who took the picture of her since she was the only one that she saw entering the shower room at that point, and that she remembered Ella saying something about "karma". There's really a lot that took place, but these are only some of the things that really popped out. There was also this time when the twins, Vira and Ella, fainted together because of the stress that this whole exposure thing...
After this, I was freakin'ly desperate to stay while my mother already called me earlier, angry about the fact that I didn't inform her about going to my auntie's place. Although when I called her the second time, when I pleaded nicely to stay, she finally gave in. I basically wanted to watch the next episode like crazy! I also got to miss the first "real" kiss between Ella & Gab in the episode before - so I was really pissed by then. (Good thing I got to watch the clip in youtube when I arrived home - part 1 - part 2 - part 3).
I watched some few other shows like May Bukas Pa, Only You and Showbiz News Ngayon for some gossip before I finally get to watch the other episode of Kambal Sa Uma somewhere at 11:30 pm. In this episode, love problems arouse again between Vira & Dino and Ella & Gab. Dino is still on about this whole "it's just all games, isn't it?" with Vira, while she basically bailed out on "proving her love for him" because for her, it's starting to be a game for him (which was initially his plan anyway since he wanted revenge after believing that everything was just games). Things didn't end well for them, and neither did for Ella and Gab. Since after Gab had revealed his feelings for Ella, she had been avoiding him since she was scared that he will find out who she really is. The situation got worse for her when she realised that Gab was actually the one she had met when she was younger, overhearing from Gab saying, "the human rat will pay for my father's death". On the other hand, this episode left me hanging while it ended in some really confusing situation in which I can't really remember because of its vagueness. Oh well, I just can't wait for the marathon next week! (Watch the episode here - part 1 - part 2 - part 3).
I'm going off now. It's been almost two hours since I've been writing, and I seriously feel like watching some random videos in YouTube. It's already like 2:30 am, so chillax before I literally freeze with the cold. LOL! *shivers like a demented git*
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Most Days Are Better Without Problems
There's not much that really happened today, since as usual, it was as typical as ever. It was only like going in and out of classes, eating Recess and Lunch, and finally going to McDonalds as usual before going home. That reminds me - when Virus was eating her ice cream, I pushed it towards her face - and oh boy - it was bloody hilarious after that. Her braces were covered with ice cream. LOL! It was unfortunate for me when she tried to wipe her mess off my jumper though. What a ding. LOL!
And oh, there's this little issue that I had dealt with my best buds today. First of all, Tazzie got pissed at me when he thought I wasn't going to practice with him. I tried to talk him over, but he didn't even made me talk so I couldn't help but feel sad and annoyed at the same time. It wasn't look until he apologised to me and vice versa, so it didn't really end up that bad. However, I feel like there's something going on between the friendship of the four of us, like there's this tension bubbling or something. Once again, I feel like I'm stuck in the middle. Guess what? If I could, I would divide myself in three or something. Gosh. I'm just wondering why this keeps happening to me. I'm not even sure what the heck is wrong to be honest.
On the better side of my day, I might be taking Slexy to Blue Mountains, although it will be a lot more better if V could come too. T will unfortunately not get to come because it's a Sunday, and I already tried to ask my parents for a schedule change. GIT! I might be asking if one more buddy could get to come...
On the worse side of my day, T will be away for tomorrow, and I hope he'll be fine by then. Let's say, he's not in his best shape because of "some idiocy" as he may put it. He also gave me this lecture yesterday which made me feel very sad for most of the time, although I knew he did that because he cared. I could only thank him for what he did, but I don't know if I'll ever get to abide by his suggestions...
Who cares? I don't even care anymore! It still sucks that my internet is not even back yet. It's so bloody slow. GIT! I have to go now. There's still a lot of things that I would have to do, including this Health Assessment that's due on Friday and some work in Mathletics. *waves goodbye while still continues to wait for this video of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart of yesterday*
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UPDATE @ 6:10 pm: I just actually finished watching an Australia's Next Top Model Cycle 5 episode, "Runway Hell", and I've got to say I've pretty much enjoyed it overall. All the drama, the catfights and all those little snippets that made me laugh were priceless.
Cassi's uncontrollable anger problems just got the best of her, suddenly bursting on Clare who was showering "too early" at 9 am, threatening her. This other catfight of Mikarla vs Eloise and Tahnee totally got out of hand. Tahnee and Eloise jokingly placed some cigarette butts inside this McDonalds bag, and this obviously outraged Mikarla. She started calling Tahnee "fat" while she criticised Eloise about gaining a kilogram on the competition. Cassi, who was obviously in Mikarla's side even though she was not even part of the whole fight, dumped all the cigarette butts onto Eloise's bed as a payback.
For this week, there was also a double elimination where Mikarla and Eloise were sent home while Adele was called first for her stunning picture. Unfortunately for her, Franky's picture was the one chosen to be used for a U by Kotex as it embodied the product awesomely...
That's all for now. I'm not really alright. I just had this conversation that I had to go through. I'm such a very bad friend. Murder me now, please. I can't stand this anymore...
And oh, there's this little issue that I had dealt with my best buds today. First of all, Tazzie got pissed at me when he thought I wasn't going to practice with him. I tried to talk him over, but he didn't even made me talk so I couldn't help but feel sad and annoyed at the same time. It wasn't look until he apologised to me and vice versa, so it didn't really end up that bad. However, I feel like there's something going on between the friendship of the four of us, like there's this tension bubbling or something. Once again, I feel like I'm stuck in the middle. Guess what? If I could, I would divide myself in three or something. Gosh. I'm just wondering why this keeps happening to me. I'm not even sure what the heck is wrong to be honest.
On the better side of my day, I might be taking Slexy to Blue Mountains, although it will be a lot more better if V could come too. T will unfortunately not get to come because it's a Sunday, and I already tried to ask my parents for a schedule change. GIT! I might be asking if one more buddy could get to come...
On the worse side of my day, T will be away for tomorrow, and I hope he'll be fine by then. Let's say, he's not in his best shape because of "some idiocy" as he may put it. He also gave me this lecture yesterday which made me feel very sad for most of the time, although I knew he did that because he cared. I could only thank him for what he did, but I don't know if I'll ever get to abide by his suggestions...
Who cares? I don't even care anymore! It still sucks that my internet is not even back yet. It's so bloody slow. GIT! I have to go now. There's still a lot of things that I would have to do, including this Health Assessment that's due on Friday and some work in Mathletics. *waves goodbye while still continues to wait for this video of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart of yesterday*
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UPDATE @ 6:10 pm: I just actually finished watching an Australia's Next Top Model Cycle 5 episode, "Runway Hell", and I've got to say I've pretty much enjoyed it overall. All the drama, the catfights and all those little snippets that made me laugh were priceless.
Cassi's uncontrollable anger problems just got the best of her, suddenly bursting on Clare who was showering "too early" at 9 am, threatening her. This other catfight of Mikarla vs Eloise and Tahnee totally got out of hand. Tahnee and Eloise jokingly placed some cigarette butts inside this McDonalds bag, and this obviously outraged Mikarla. She started calling Tahnee "fat" while she criticised Eloise about gaining a kilogram on the competition. Cassi, who was obviously in Mikarla's side even though she was not even part of the whole fight, dumped all the cigarette butts onto Eloise's bed as a payback.
For this week, there was also a double elimination where Mikarla and Eloise were sent home while Adele was called first for her stunning picture. Unfortunately for her, Franky's picture was the one chosen to be used for a U by Kotex as it embodied the product awesomely...
That's all for now. I'm not really alright. I just had this conversation that I had to go through. I'm such a very bad friend. Murder me now, please. I can't stand this anymore...
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Simple Days Are Often More Preferred
You know what? I can't deny the fact that I'm very ecstatic at the moment. This day barely caused problems, and I'm absolutely happy about that. A few more adjustments today, and my day could have been perfect!
School wasn't such a big deal for today. The only thing that stood out to me was the fact my half-yearly results for English and Conputing Skills were given back. For English, we only received our multiple questions part of the test in which I only got 31 out of 46! Yes, it's crappy - but that's the highest I could get! I did struggle with that part you know. I hope the extended reponse saves me. For Computing Skills, I got a 98 out of 100 which was cool since I don't think anyone else got above 90%. I don't know if you read or remembered about this scenario when the test marker had to ring my teacher, just to check on who the bloody heck I was - it just cracks me up! I think Computing Skills is the only thing that saved me throughout the whole half-yearly exams, but even if I didn't receive the marks that were not impossible at all, I am partially satisfied about the fact that I passed most of the test (I'm just not too sure about Geography).
My two dear best buds (I'm not even going to mention their names because that's how mad I am... jokes!) also pulled this bloody joke that almost knocked me off the floor just right after Maths class. It literally almost gave me a heart attack while I was literally struggling to keep a straight face when they were pranking me. What happened was that they pulled me off to some empty area and told me that they had to tell me something really important that has been going on for almost a week, and that this has been pissing them off! Well, I'm not going to mention what they said - but I shouldn't have believed them! First of all, Slexy was already cracking up before they told me. Secondly, I should have known what was lurking in those head of theirs. LOL!
Tazzie, however, tried to test my so-called trust with him. He wanted to borrow my Twilight 3-disc special edition DVD, and I told them that I'll see. He abused the fact that he's my "brother", saying that if I trusts him, I would let him borrow. He's such a git. He knows that I do, but the only thing is that I have this obsession to be a controlled freak and to basically keep things in perfect condition. Gosh. I wouldn't even let my sister or my parents borrow the movie! Seriously, I say it's total abuse of everything. LOL!
This reminds me. I still have no bloody clue as to who is going with me to Blue Mountains. T will be unable to come because of the whole "it's Sunday" issue which is unfortunate because I'd like to hangout with him too, you know? I'm not sure if Virus is still coming because she probably doesn't want to hangout with me anyway (jokes! V, if you've read this, you know I'm joking... or am I?) and she maybe has some other plans with you-probably-know-who. S, in the other hand, has still not asked, and I'll probably be expecting her answer by tomorrow. I don't really care who goes, you know? I just want to hangout with my best buds, I guess - even if I already said that I was going to have a break. I knew it all along that the whole break was not going to happen anyway. If I have no other choice, I'd might have to bring Mini-Virus since I know she'd like to come too, and I'd love her to come if no one else is coming. GIT! I just want to know who the heck is going already! If I was allowed to bring two friends, this could have not happened!
You know what? I'd tell you now. The main thing that really made my day was the whole thing with the 2009 MTV Movie Awards segment where Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart fooled the crowd that they were going to reenact their famous kiss after winning the Best Kiss award. I can't help but squee and laugh like a stupid fan! LOL! I'm pretty certain that they planned what had happened, since KStew acted weirdly when they were about to reenact the moment. Oh - and these new pictures of them somewhere in their private chateau together with KStew's mother and grandfather while RPatzzz was leaving was very intriguing. *wink wink* You probably know what I mean. LOL!
And before I go, check out the first New Moon trailer if you haven't yet. I personally couldn't stop watching it, especially after seeing Jacob Black's (played by the mouth-watering Taylor Lautner) change. I can't really say anything, but H-O-T! I'm not going to say much, since I might spoil the people who doesn't want to know yet. Just find it out yourself. *off to watch the trailer again*
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UPDATE @ 7:14 pm: Alright, I just finished showering, and a thought went in my head - which is really freaking me out. When I was showering, I remembered this dream of mine (from yesterday or the day before) about getting pregnant with something. I'm not really sure what that something was, but I know I was caring something - human or not. Anyway, the weird thing is that something related to pregnancy occurred today. Freaky, I tell you...
Anyway, I can't wait until my dear mother buys herself an IPhone sometime near! *woot woot* I'll be borrowing it the whole time from the moment I will get my hands on it... and I'm not planning to return it anymore... *evil laugh*
And oh, I'm currently in this situation where I have to listen to my dear best bud, V, about this little issue about something. It's not big really, and I just hope it'll never be... or else I'm going to feel sorry for her the rest of my Year 10 life...
School wasn't such a big deal for today. The only thing that stood out to me was the fact my half-yearly results for English and Conputing Skills were given back. For English, we only received our multiple questions part of the test in which I only got 31 out of 46! Yes, it's crappy - but that's the highest I could get! I did struggle with that part you know. I hope the extended reponse saves me. For Computing Skills, I got a 98 out of 100 which was cool since I don't think anyone else got above 90%. I don't know if you read or remembered about this scenario when the test marker had to ring my teacher, just to check on who the bloody heck I was - it just cracks me up! I think Computing Skills is the only thing that saved me throughout the whole half-yearly exams, but even if I didn't receive the marks that were not impossible at all, I am partially satisfied about the fact that I passed most of the test (I'm just not too sure about Geography).
My two dear best buds (I'm not even going to mention their names because that's how mad I am... jokes!) also pulled this bloody joke that almost knocked me off the floor just right after Maths class. It literally almost gave me a heart attack while I was literally struggling to keep a straight face when they were pranking me. What happened was that they pulled me off to some empty area and told me that they had to tell me something really important that has been going on for almost a week, and that this has been pissing them off! Well, I'm not going to mention what they said - but I shouldn't have believed them! First of all, Slexy was already cracking up before they told me. Secondly, I should have known what was lurking in those head of theirs. LOL!
Tazzie, however, tried to test my so-called trust with him. He wanted to borrow my Twilight 3-disc special edition DVD, and I told them that I'll see. He abused the fact that he's my "brother", saying that if I trusts him, I would let him borrow. He's such a git. He knows that I do, but the only thing is that I have this obsession to be a controlled freak and to basically keep things in perfect condition. Gosh. I wouldn't even let my sister or my parents borrow the movie! Seriously, I say it's total abuse of everything. LOL!
This reminds me. I still have no bloody clue as to who is going with me to Blue Mountains. T will be unable to come because of the whole "it's Sunday" issue which is unfortunate because I'd like to hangout with him too, you know? I'm not sure if Virus is still coming because she probably doesn't want to hangout with me anyway (jokes! V, if you've read this, you know I'm joking... or am I?) and she maybe has some other plans with you-probably-know-who. S, in the other hand, has still not asked, and I'll probably be expecting her answer by tomorrow. I don't really care who goes, you know? I just want to hangout with my best buds, I guess - even if I already said that I was going to have a break. I knew it all along that the whole break was not going to happen anyway. If I have no other choice, I'd might have to bring Mini-Virus since I know she'd like to come too, and I'd love her to come if no one else is coming. GIT! I just want to know who the heck is going already! If I was allowed to bring two friends, this could have not happened!
You know what? I'd tell you now. The main thing that really made my day was the whole thing with the 2009 MTV Movie Awards segment where Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart fooled the crowd that they were going to reenact their famous kiss after winning the Best Kiss award. I can't help but squee and laugh like a stupid fan! LOL! I'm pretty certain that they planned what had happened, since KStew acted weirdly when they were about to reenact the moment. Oh - and these new pictures of them somewhere in their private chateau together with KStew's mother and grandfather while RPatzzz was leaving was very intriguing. *wink wink* You probably know what I mean. LOL!
And before I go, check out the first New Moon trailer if you haven't yet. I personally couldn't stop watching it, especially after seeing Jacob Black's (played by the mouth-watering Taylor Lautner) change. I can't really say anything, but H-O-T! I'm not going to say much, since I might spoil the people who doesn't want to know yet. Just find it out yourself. *off to watch the trailer again*
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UPDATE @ 7:14 pm: Alright, I just finished showering, and a thought went in my head - which is really freaking me out. When I was showering, I remembered this dream of mine (from yesterday or the day before) about getting pregnant with something. I'm not really sure what that something was, but I know I was caring something - human or not. Anyway, the weird thing is that something related to pregnancy occurred today. Freaky, I tell you...
Anyway, I can't wait until my dear mother buys herself an IPhone sometime near! *woot woot* I'll be borrowing it the whole time from the moment I will get my hands on it... and I'm not planning to return it anymore... *evil laugh*
And oh, I'm currently in this situation where I have to listen to my dear best bud, V, about this little issue about something. It's not big really, and I just hope it'll never be... or else I'm going to feel sorry for her the rest of my Year 10 life...
Monday, June 1, 2009
I Should Have Gotten Used to People Leaving By Now...
GIT! Screw this and everything! Why is this happening to me? When can this bloody cycle end? I feel like I'm going to throw myself into a fiery furnace and basically burn myself to end this torturing pain I'm feeling right now. GIT! I swear, I don't know what to do anymore!
My dear little cousin from the Phils chatted with me (we're still chatting now actually) and brought me one of the worst news of the day. He broke the news to me that two of my closest cousins are going to move to Manila permanently. I couldn't really react properly since this little cousin of mine was making me laugh while making it worse, reminding me repeatedly that I will never get to see them ever again...
These two cousins of mine were not really close to me in my childhood since we were quite distant in a way, but I've gotten to know to a lot better last summer. I had got to share moments with them and love them more than I ever had, and I just don't understand why this is happening to me! All I could basically do is cherish the moments I had with them, especially those times when we go home at 7 am from Marby's, partying at MO2 and eating at this sidestreet place after Marby's...
This absolutely reminds me of the time when an old friend (who was new to me at that time) told me in Hiligaynon - my language - that "Why is it that when you just got to know a person a lot more better and learnt to love them, that's is when they leave you?" through a goodbye letter before I left the Phils almost three years ago. This is bloody sad, but I can't do much - can I? Gosh.
The point is that my loved ones keep leaving me every single time! I'm not even going to count down how many people had left me. Yeah, yeah, yeah - they all have their reasons, but I'm just wondering why it's like that with most of my closest people? GIT! I'm not even going to talk about this anymore. I feel so stressed and aggravated that I'd probably just piss off for now. *cries uncontrollably*
My dear little cousin from the Phils chatted with me (we're still chatting now actually) and brought me one of the worst news of the day. He broke the news to me that two of my closest cousins are going to move to Manila permanently. I couldn't really react properly since this little cousin of mine was making me laugh while making it worse, reminding me repeatedly that I will never get to see them ever again...
These two cousins of mine were not really close to me in my childhood since we were quite distant in a way, but I've gotten to know to a lot better last summer. I had got to share moments with them and love them more than I ever had, and I just don't understand why this is happening to me! All I could basically do is cherish the moments I had with them, especially those times when we go home at 7 am from Marby's, partying at MO2 and eating at this sidestreet place after Marby's...
This absolutely reminds me of the time when an old friend (who was new to me at that time) told me in Hiligaynon - my language - that "Why is it that when you just got to know a person a lot more better and learnt to love them, that's is when they leave you?" through a goodbye letter before I left the Phils almost three years ago. This is bloody sad, but I can't do much - can I? Gosh.
The point is that my loved ones keep leaving me every single time! I'm not even going to count down how many people had left me. Yeah, yeah, yeah - they all have their reasons, but I'm just wondering why it's like that with most of my closest people? GIT! I'm not even going to talk about this anymore. I feel so stressed and aggravated that I'd probably just piss off for now. *cries uncontrollably*
First Day of June, First Day of Winter... And I'm Too Tired to Even Care
I know it's the beginning of June and winter, and I know I should be rejoicing it's a new day, but I'm literally just too tired to do so. Nope, nope, nope - there's nothing wrong with today at all. I'm just one exhausted git who doesn't even know why she's tired. My day couldn't be as typical as usual, but there's some things here and there.
First of all, Rafael Nadal, my favourite guy tennis player, lost the bloody French Open for the first time after five years (I think)! It's really sad for me. Even Ana Ivanovic lost! GIT! Tough luck for the French Open winners last year...
Secondly, my internet is so freaking slow! I think I've reached the quota or limit which happened only twice or thrice throughout my internet usage with Motorola! I've been downloading some stuff that may be able to fix Virus' laptop, and I think it basically took all of the space. A similar situation happened before - that's why - except that I downloaded lots of games before. LOL!
Now, I can't watch videos properly! It took me more than 10 minutes to load the New Moon trailer! I could barely watch the pictures from the 2009 MTV Movie Awards of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart. I couldn't even log-in to Facebook to play my current favourite, Mafia Wars! Watching a video in YouTube is also an impossible thing to do in my case. Gosh! When the bloody heck is my internet going to back?
Fourthly, I was lucky enough not to go through that talk I was meant to have today. Yes, I'm such a coward. It's almost difficult to express my deepest feelings to anyone at all. GIT! It almost occurred in Music class, but good thing the topic was veered off to our practice of the Hero song by Enrique Iglesias which was a saviour at that point. LOL!
Lastly, the Blue Mountains thing is really worrying me. Alright, everything seemed fine until I forgot that Tazzie is not allowed to get out of the house if it's Sunday because there is church! I'm thinking to talk to my parents if it's possible to change it to Saturday, but I'm currently scared to ask my mother at the moment since she's probably tired after working since 6 pm. The other thing is that - if Saturday is unavailable - I'm going to ask my parents if V's family could come along as well. I'm sure it'll be awesome, and plus, our families could get to know each other better. If it'll be approved, Slexy might come as well which is great because we get to hang out... But I don't know yet - I still have to ask my mother nicely.
Anyway, that'll be all for now. I seriously haven't even touched any of my homeworks, and I'm getting scared that I'm slacking off too much. Even some people - besides my parents who keep saying I'm already getting worse in school - specifically a good friend of mine, noticed that. I'll just have to work harder, I guess - even just try!
And oh, I just hope my bloody internet refreshes already! GIT! I'll just have to teach it a lesson... *suffocates the internet*
First of all, Rafael Nadal, my favourite guy tennis player, lost the bloody French Open for the first time after five years (I think)! It's really sad for me. Even Ana Ivanovic lost! GIT! Tough luck for the French Open winners last year...
Secondly, my internet is so freaking slow! I think I've reached the quota or limit which happened only twice or thrice throughout my internet usage with Motorola! I've been downloading some stuff that may be able to fix Virus' laptop, and I think it basically took all of the space. A similar situation happened before - that's why - except that I downloaded lots of games before. LOL!
Now, I can't watch videos properly! It took me more than 10 minutes to load the New Moon trailer! I could barely watch the pictures from the 2009 MTV Movie Awards of Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart. I couldn't even log-in to Facebook to play my current favourite, Mafia Wars! Watching a video in YouTube is also an impossible thing to do in my case. Gosh! When the bloody heck is my internet going to back?
Fourthly, I was lucky enough not to go through that talk I was meant to have today. Yes, I'm such a coward. It's almost difficult to express my deepest feelings to anyone at all. GIT! It almost occurred in Music class, but good thing the topic was veered off to our practice of the Hero song by Enrique Iglesias which was a saviour at that point. LOL!
Lastly, the Blue Mountains thing is really worrying me. Alright, everything seemed fine until I forgot that Tazzie is not allowed to get out of the house if it's Sunday because there is church! I'm thinking to talk to my parents if it's possible to change it to Saturday, but I'm currently scared to ask my mother at the moment since she's probably tired after working since 6 pm. The other thing is that - if Saturday is unavailable - I'm going to ask my parents if V's family could come along as well. I'm sure it'll be awesome, and plus, our families could get to know each other better. If it'll be approved, Slexy might come as well which is great because we get to hang out... But I don't know yet - I still have to ask my mother nicely.
Anyway, that'll be all for now. I seriously haven't even touched any of my homeworks, and I'm getting scared that I'm slacking off too much. Even some people - besides my parents who keep saying I'm already getting worse in school - specifically a good friend of mine, noticed that. I'll just have to work harder, I guess - even just try!
And oh, I just hope my bloody internet refreshes already! GIT! I'll just have to teach it a lesson... *suffocates the internet*
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