Yes, It Happens Only Once In Eternity

Imprinting.
It´s like love at first sight - only stronger.
It comes naturally to a werewolf.
Once a werewolf even looks at the right person they become like their everything.
Everything revolves around them. You can do anything for them and you will.
Nothing can break that bond apart.

I know. I didn´t really have another way to explain what I´m thinking at the moment. I just had to include Twilight in this...

Bloody hell. This is the only way I could explain what it´s like for me about Virus. The only difference is that my love for her is of course that sisterly love yet this is still not normal - but the rest are the same. DINGGIT! I feel almost that all I do is care for her like she's some treasured possession or something. I can´t think of anything else but for her own good and all. I can´t also say no to her. Never - except if it's something unreasonable of course. I don't know, but the hardships I've been through for her proves that I'll do anything for her I guess. Lastly - it's something that I can't alter anymore. It's something permanent - like it´s been built in my system. It´s stuck here forever.

And that´s what it is. I know for most people, especially if they had only met their so-called best friend for a short while, it'll be easy for them to move on from a loss like mine. For me, I don't know why it seems like I was going to lose everything before when I thought this departure of hers can hinder our normal every day conversation. Just to tell you now, I never had a day that I haven´t talked to her yet since I don´t know when. God knows when of course - perhaps the first day I met her. It´s just weird because I´m not really sure what made me feel this whole protective thing about her while I haven´t even met her for a year. I never ever had treated anyone like this, and it just basically makes me wonder...

But then I thought that maybe something similar to imprinting occurred to her. I think it did. Maybe it's because I had millions of friends before yet I never had one best friend since year 4 - after I lost my first one of about seven years. I don´t know what I´ve seen in her but I`m just surprised really. She´s the last person I had ever expected to be my friend the first time I heard that we have a new student because of some personal reasons, but when I met her personally, it felt like my whole perspective changed. Duh - imprinting, something that comes unexpectedly.

Well besides that confirmation that it's probably just like an imprinting phenomenon, I'm just very happy to realise that she's the half of Marjaleigh that I've been looking for. Long story but I just know. Only one person could be fitted in this role, and that's a permanent thing for me too...

Why Marjaleigh? Search who Marjaleigh is. Well basically, it´s just a term that I use to refer to the epitome of best friendship because Marjaleigh themselves embodied it well. The thing is - they´re exactly like V and me. They've only met for a few weeks in the America's Next Top Model Cycle 11 house, but they became best of friends. Just like us - except for the fact that we seem to have a stronger bond than those two. From the moment I've seen these two, I've always wanted another half... and obviously, I've found it. Just like how V puts it: "you only meet your true best friend once in your lifetime" - or something like that. I agree of course. Our ideas do because it's like imprinting - it's happens only once.

I don't really know what to say anymore except that I miss my best bud. Even though I talk to her literally everyday, it´s not the same when she´s not present there... I think I'm just starting to feel sleepy and all. Bloody hell - it's because it's almost 3 am...

DINGGIT! I´m about to faint.

Oh wait - before I go, I just wanted to rapidly summarise that time I spent with Slexy and Tazzie plus the time I spent with V. The time I had with S and T was basically crazy as I did stuff I never really imagined doing yet with them leaving 2:30 am in the morning of a school day. You just don´t want to know what craziness took place there. However, My visit to V was absolutely awesome. Even though it took three hours to travel there by public transportation, I wouldn't mind going there everyday just to see my best bud you know. It´s worth it. Leaving at 1 am in the morning was the best too. I owe my parents for that sacrifice they made for me...

That's all. Me sleepy. Very sleepy.