*sigh* Yes, it's a shame that this entry had to start with a bloody sigh. Who else is to blame? No one, of course. Today has been a total off-day; no one goes home with a smile painted across their faces... Well, actually, I'm not quite sure about Slexy and Tazzie, since I think they're at least more than alright, but it's obviously not Virus' day nor mine...
GIT! I'm not going to be a bloody cynic just because of this, so I'm just going to get over this as soon as I finish typing all of these bloody crap...
Guess what? Today, my Maths half-yearly results were returned - and I'll tell you now, I feel like I was really going to cry on spot. I got 58% in the exam, scoring only 38 out of 67 - or something like that. Come on, I am not used to getting freaking C's, especially in Maths! What in the world is this? I didn't even think that the bloody exam was hard. The highest mark in our class was like 72%! Seriously, what the bloody hell was wrong? OMG! I feel like I'm going to die!
The worst thing about this is that my parents would totally chop my head off. The fact that I had made stupid simple errors frustrates me like crazy because it could at least pull my poor percent up! GIT! But whatever, I'm just going to cry this out... I just hope my parents wouldn't blame this on other incorrect factors (like I've been neglecting my studies... yada, yada, yada...), since it's barely because of my carelessness as usual.
To worsen everything, V wasn't having one of those good days. Problems here, problems there - problems the whole day for her! The vibe that has been coming for her only worsened how I felt, since I feel like I could actually feel what she was feeling. The problems of the day had pulled her down a lot. Too bad I couldn't really help; I feel like she's rejecting any sorts of it anyway. I don't know - I don't want to talk about it anymore. It's making me really sad in a way. You know what? Sometimes, I feel like I'm trying to do some good for nothing, and it just frustrates me big time. It's almost like working very hard but still getting a zero. *sigh*
I seriously don't feel good anymore. Not even random songs could make it better. My family and I are supposed to go out now to celebrate my great grandfather's birthday to Seven Hills, but I don't know what's happening anymore. I don't give a darn at the moment. I just want to rest and perhaps start on annoying homeworks I still need to finish...
GIT! I didn't plan to be in a bad mood, but too bad, since I already am at the moment. Just piss off for now. Gosh. I'll just eat some biscuits with Black Swan's Caviar to make me a little better... *sigh*
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