But now, I'm going to tell you guys about this weird series of dreams that I keep having with the same people. It has been going on since the start of the week, and I have no bloody clue as to why...
GIT! I've been dreaming about my best buds: Slexy, Tazzie and Virus (as well as her sister who I call Mini-Virus since they look like twins anyway), though mainly it's S and V in my dreams... I've actually told them about the fact that they keep reappearing in my dreams, but I don't think they have any single clue why these dreams of mine are very haunting in a way...
The first set of dreams I had about them were quite calm and nice. I remember all of us hanging out somewhere and basically having fun - which was quite normal for me and didn't bother me at all. I could tell you now, I wished that my dreams never ended by then for it was so perfect and the way I had always wanted things to be...
It was only then, I had this dream last Thursday morning (I think) where I woke up literally stifling and crying. I know this might sound childish, but in my dream, this stuffed toy that V had given me last holidays for comfort's sake, Mars (read as "Marsh"), was mutilated by someone... MV maybe? I don't know, but all I could say is that Mars really means a lot to me, since it is like a remembrance of V and the agonising cause of why she attempted to comfort me; I could have seriously fainted if that sadistic event really took place in reality...
While I succeeded in falling back to sleep, I dreamt again - only with a different scenario. I witnessed S and V doing something that totally wrecked my eyes. I asked them what in the world they were doing, but they answered me with something that really pissed me off. It's actually pretty hilarious in a way, since I remembered one of them mentioned Twilight in my dream. I'm like WTH?! What the bloody heck is Twilight doing in my dream? Yes, it cracked me up in a bit - but I remembered it wasn't all laughs. In fact, in my dream, I got so pissed that I started running away from them. I'm not exactly sure what they have said in my dream, but it wasn't all good - something about you're not worth it or something. It freaked me out to the max when I realised I wanted to kill them in my dream... *shivers* All I know is that it gave me a serious heartache. (Don't ask why; I'm not even sure why.)
So that ended up as my worst dream to date, equal this other one I had before in the holidays where I've witnessed one of my best buds say goodbye to me to hangout with some other unworthy randoms. Yeah, yeah, this dream sounds really typical and boring, but there's more to it really. I couldn't even explain it. GAH! It kills to remember these stuff...
And yes - I've dreamt about them yesterday again... I don't know if you've read in my previous post about the first time I had dreamt about a crush of mine in school? Before he actually appeared in my dream, the same old people had to show up in my dream. I couldn't remember the scenario, but I'm sure it was close to the monstrosity of my worst dreams...
But hey, that's not really that fact that I'm worried about... it's the fact that I keep dreaming of them - the same people, my best buds! BUT WHY?! It's getting freaky! Dreaming of them once in a while is fine and enjoyable, but this dream series for a week was basically a nightmare for the "happy endings" only flickered in the beginning of this dream series. The worst thing is that you're actually expecting them every night, knowing that they will be coming...
I don't know anymore. Screw this. I need to get to some sleep. It's already 4 in the morning, and I have church at 10 or something. If these recurring dreams persist, I might need to book a rehab. Just joking. GAH!
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