You Can't Tell Me to Stop Worrying, Understand?

Alright, listen - it's almost two in the morning and maybe I need some sleep, so I'm not going to make this long and tedious. I'm just going to express some few concerns about a best bud of mine. It's just.. err... Virus had brought up some concerns of her. I can't really tell you, since I'm pretty sure that she doesn't want me posting whatever she felt somewhere on the net where some random person could basically read about it.

The thing is, I'm just scared that when this particular thing will happen, she will crack, go emo and perhaps even do worse than that. I don't know - that's what I'm scared of. I seriously won't be able to live seeing her like that. Witnessing her feelings towards the subject could only make me worry, and even though she has been trying to hide her feelings - I could really tell if she's alright or not. For some reason, I tend to find this weird connection where I could actually feel how she feels at some point, like a vibe emanating from her can literally be felt - so she basically can't lie to me. Her incessant request for me to cease worrying was basically futile, since I simply wouldn't tolerate the idea to leave her bothered deep down inside. I wouldn't even do that to a friend that's not close to me...

GAH! I'm not going to be the pessimist like I was before. I'll seriously just try my best to keep her out of that phenomenon. What are friends for? She's my best bud, and I swear upon myself that I will not let her down... GIT! This is actually stressing me...

Anyway, I was meant to go movies to Liverpool with V, her man and some other friends, but I decided not to go. I suggested that it was better if the couple spent some quality time with each other alone. Plus, I think it's better to stay at home and rest once in a while...

That's it for now I guess. I don't want to make this long like most of my previous entries! I need some balance in this blog! Alright then, mates! Hope you're all fine today. I'm off to sleep. *waves*