To Be Honest, I've Had Enough Of My Own Lies

You know what? First of all, I'm not even sure if I lied or not. Remember how I told you that I needed to ask permission if my two best buds could come over today? We'll... err... I feel like I kind of lied to my mother, although in fact - I don't think I did. Yeah, yeah, yeah - it's really confusing since to be honest, I can't really remember what I told her anyway...

Today, about 1 am in the morning, I was feeling really pressured on how to ask permission, and the only thing that calmed me down was the fact that I was watching America's Next Top Model Cycle 10 from the "For Those About To Walk, We Salute You" to the "We Are Spartans!" episode which I recorded in Foxtel. My mother, who was already sleeping by then, had to work 6 am in the morning today, and I didn't want to disturb her sleep of course. So... I actually wrote her this one page letter, asking permission if they could actually come over to start on our assessments together. The only twist is that I told her that they were going to help me since they already started, instead of saying that we're doing it together... GIT! It's just my mother has this ongoing tendency - for as long as I can remember - to say that "you're friends are parasites; they keep depending on you!" That's what forced me to lie...

BUT OH BLOODY HECK! Seriously, that's only a little white lie. Plus, it's not really a lie - I think - because they were going to help me in a way since they already started. Gosh. I think I just feel bad that I intended to lie at first, desperate for them to come... That's it! I think I just feel bad that because I planned to lie at first... LOL! That settles it. I didn't lie, but I just felt guilty about my supposed actions! WOOT! At least I feel better now.

Anyway, I'm off. I still need to fix up my room and the house. Virus just called me (around 11:59 am) and told me that she's going somewhere at 1 pm. She actually wanted to go 12:30 (which is like 10 minutes away) because she's that bored. LOL! Too bad I still have to clean, to eat, to shower and many more! We're still trying to contact Slexy who's not answering her phone... GIT! I just hope today will be fun! I can't wait to see those gits again. *waves frantically before continuing to fix her room*