Sunday, July 19, 2009

Temptation Always Gets the Best Of Me

As you may probably know, I slept at 7 am today (well, yesterday if you want to get technical). I wasn't that sleepy at that point, and I basically forced myself to go to sleep because I still had to go somewhere in the same day. It was an unfortunate thing when I got woken up by people from church when they called me on the phone at about 11:45 am. At that point, I wasn't bothered doing anything so I slept again. Too bad, Tazzie called me at 1:30 p, shocked to find out that I was still sleeping by then. We eventually concluded to the fact that I will be going to his place by 3 pm, and so did I.... after taking another half an hour rest. LOL!

Anyway, I arrived at T's place at around 3:30 pm. Oh boy, I was very happy to see my dear buddy. We talked music for a short while before we started playing with Halo which I really sucked with. It took me a while to get used to it because I never ever played with Xbox, since I'm more of a PlayStation person. Eventually, I got the hang of it, though I still lost to him. However, when we started playing Top Spin, I beat the crap out of him. LOL! It didn't take me long to adjust to the game, especially that I'm a very big tennis fan. Tony Hawk's Pro Skater 4 was the next stop. It eventually made me miss Virus and Mini-Virus (even Slexy because I got to play with her even just for a while) because it was the same game that I played over their place when we had the sleepover. I miss them a lot at that very moment. Counter-Strike was my next conquest. Even at an expert mode with Z-Bots, I still managed to have 100+ kills and 19 deaths while the second highest only had 40+ kills and 30+ deaths. It was unfortunate that I had to leave by 7:45 pm. I really had fun, even though it was mainly all games. Time went very fast, and that proved I did have fun... I missed church though. GIT!

Before we went home, we dropped by Coles to buy some stuff I can't really remember. We arrived home at somewhere at 8 pm, and I turned to eating. I didn't get to eat anything the whole day - except for a banana before I left for T's house - and when my dear mother mentioned Pizza Hut, I started to feel the hunger. I should have said "yes" when T's dear mother asked if I wanted some pizza. The thing is, I wasn't hungry by then... but now, I was.

After eating heavily, I checked my Yahoo Messenger if V or T was online, yet there was no sign of them. I didn't use my Windows Live because I didn't want to break the discipline that I made yesterday. It was for them anyway. Not me.

At about 9 pm, I started playing Mafia Wars in Facebook again. Twenty minutes later at about 9:20 pm, V was online, and I realised through her display name that she's planning a party on Monday. Well, I was happy to see her in a party mood. At least, she's well distracted. If you know what I mean. Ten minutes later, I decided to start on my sister's ordered graphic. Apparently, she's loves my crappy work, so she keeps ordering. Five minutes later, at about 9:35 pm, I got a text message from V. She apparently thinks I don't want to do anything with her nor MSN. Well, she's wrong. Gosh. I knew she wasn't bothered reading my email at all. She also told me she misses me. Of course, I miss her too. DUH! I wouldn't be going on and off Yahoo Messenger if I didn't.

At about 10:15 pm, I did it. I signed in Yahoo Messenger as "Available". Bloody hell. It was an accident - sort of. I was trying to make sure that V received my reply to her text message, so I wanted to send her a message, and then just sign off. By then, since she said she needed me, I decided to go to MSN. It's an exception to my rules anyway, so no rule has been broken. We only got to talk for about 15 minutes until she had to sign off at 10:30 pm. We talked about random stuff really. She went to S's place today and hung out with her, played and talked - according to V. She said she apparently misses me, so she made the party on Monday. I don't know if I'm even going to be there, so I don't know. I still would want to see her and the rest of the gang though. I miss them - duh! I also got to talk to MV for a short while...

By 12 am, I finally got to finish my sister's graphic. After thirty minutes, V went online and we talked for half an hour before I had to start pretending that I was already sleeping. Apparently, my parents wanted me to sleep early because we were going to Snowy Mountains at about 8 am tomorrow. But guess what? I'm not having enough sleep because it's currently 2:39 am now. Who cares? I'm sleeping on our way there...

At about 1 am, when everything seemed safe, I went back to the computer. I was lucky enough to have V online still. We had some few talks about some important issues. Her sudden weight loss was a worry for me. Even if I am not a doctor, I know that it's not good when such phenomenon happens. Apparently, I found out that she and S were actually talked about me, worried. They are worried that I've been being really down and depressed lately. V even offered to be my psychotherapist on Tuesday. I don't know if that's even going to happen though. She'll eventually forget and get distracted with some other stuff. If you know what I mean. At about 2 am, she bailed out. I was actually surprised to see her to be online that late. The last time I saw her online for this long was on the last holidays where we decided to play games and just talk out of boredom...

Now, I don't know what to do really. I'm not that sleepy yet. I know I'll be dead tired later when we travel to Snowy Mountains. I don't care really. LOL! I'm such a bloody insomniac... and a lunatic too! GAH!

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Update @ 4:13: Wow, I only got like less than four hours of sleep until we have to go to the Snowy Mountains. Oh well, at least I finished this graphic that took me more than two hours to meet with the guidelines... but GIT! I seriously need to sleep. This habit is so not good anymore...

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