Wow. Guess what? I haven't been out of my room much since the moment I woke up. It's not like it's something new though. LOL! I woke up at about 12:12 noon, although I decided to stay in bed, playing Klondike for at least 2 hours before my sister showed reminded me about the graphic I should have made yesterday. It was about 4 am when I started to bail out on making the graphic. I didn't have much inspiration to make it anyway... so at approximately 5 pm, I just basically fainted to sleep...
Moving on, I eventually got to talk to Virus not long after eating. It was only more than an hour, but I always love talking to her anyway. We talked about random stuff including the whole sleepover plan for tomorrow. I hope my dear mother permits me, and I don't do anything stupid. I really want to come - you know. Anyway, at about 4:45 pm, we bade our temporary farewell. I ended up watching this MTV show, Taking the Stage, which V recommended me to watch. That was the reason why she had to go first of all. To be honest, I think the show was awesome! I love the whole dance, songs and especially the drama. I'm always love the drama in most shows anyway. There was this whole love triangle (or maybe even a love square) between Mia, Tyler and Jasmine. Even though you can't really see them fighting over each other or whatever, you could see the tension and all, especially in the masquerade ball...
Moving on, it wasn't long until I played Mafia Wars in Facebook while helping Mini-Virus with her computer. Apparently, the malwares from V's computer was transferred to hers after switching USBs. It wasn't long until I got to talk to V again (at about 8:15 pm) for a few minutes after she momentarily used her sister's MSN. I eventually realised that it was her when she started typing the way she usually does. I could actually tell whether it is V or MV typing.
Anyway, since V is not online yet, I feel like playing a game of NBA Live 08 and Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas. Be right back then. I'm not sure if I could write again anyway because my dear mother would want me to sleep earlier today if I want her to permit me to sleepover at my V's place tomorrow...
Darn, V just went on. LOL! I'll postpone the game thing then... LOL!
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Update @ 9:18 pm: Alright, there are like ongoing problems that are going in my nerves. I don't know anymore. I feel like crying for some reason. Actually, I actually am now. I can't take this anymore. Help me. I would take depressants, but I'm not that crazy. It's just one of those times when you feel like you wish you were never born...
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Update @ 10:06 pm: I am so not feeling any better at all. I don't know. I'm just feeling wrath, anguish and whatever else that I can't even understand. It's getting worse every minute, and I'm try so hard. So hard - I tell you. The worse thing is the fact that I'm taking it all on V, and it sucks to know that I can't even control what I'm doing... GIT! I can't stand it anymore! I just need to cry this out for the last time...
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Update @ 10:50 pm: Tazzie is currently trying to distract me. He just said something about slipping on his own foot, and then something about hearing his dog laugh. I swear - I love him so much as a brother, and I don't know what to do without him. Anyway, I think I made everything worse for V. I'm the worst friend anyone can have. Guess what? I even cancelled my hangout with T. GIT! I'm the worst!
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