The Worst Weekend I Could Ever Remember

Alright, I don't even want to talk at the moment. I'm like typing with my eyes half-closed from trying to hold back the tears from my eyes. My weekend was absolutely fine except now. I'm having the worst feeling I've ever felt, even worse than those times when a lot of people had permanently left me. I'll just continue this later or tomorrow. I'm not coming to even planning to go to school for this last week. I'm totally going to lock myself in my place for now that it's not even close to funny. I might ask my dear mother if I could move schools too. I'm going to go crazy. Stay away from me if you want a good life.

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Before I go on, I would say I'm quite fine now. Yesterday was indeed a very hard time for me, but it was something that helped me mature in lots of ways. I also know I'm a day late (it's currently 8:00 pm), but I didn't have any other choices yesterday.

Anyway, I'm going to introduce this new term for the keywords. I'm going to call it "Permanent Deal: Weekends at Auntie's" because I - as I might have said earlier on - that I stay at my auntie's place every weekends permanently, so it will be hard to update what had taken place immediately. Moving on, let me start on my first post for this category ever...

SATURDAY
For the first time, I actually had no idea on what time I actually wake up. All I know is that as soon as I got out of bed, I immediately turned to my computer and started adding new songs. For the whole time - from 1 pm to 5 pm - I only placed 45 songs! That's how slow I was. I think it was because I placed album covers, album names, track numbers and even lyrics! Toše Proeski's songs took very long because the proper lyrics (with all the č, ć, š, ž missing in most of the lyrics).

About 6 pm, I had to get ready for this little party which I don't even have a clue on to what it is initially for. As soon as I arrived to the party, I just played basketball and watched Michael Jackson videos in a countdown of his best selling singles of all time. Earth Song grabbed the number one spot for some reason. I think it was because it sold the most singles from his all songs - I think.

I also ended up reconciling with my auntie. I apologised to her, and so did she for the reason that she was kind of moody the day before. It basically explained her unreasonable attitude that time. Virus also gave me a call, telling me that she was in some kind of party as well. It was some coincidence because we were in parties with "our people". I forgot that it was her father's birthday too, so I'm just going to shout to the world about that.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

Somewhere at 11 pm, I went home at my place to add this song called "Ljubav Nije Za Nas" which I accidentally saw in YouTube and fell in love with it. I also got to talk to V again fortunately when she decided to go online for a little while before she had to go. By 11:30 pm, I went to my auntie's house to watch the Kambal Sa Uma series which was about to start at midnight. I absolutely loved the episodes that were shown, though I'm starting to feel this hate for Dino because he kept blaming Vira for all the bad things that are happening. Gab, on the other hand, seems stupid for thinking that sleeping with other girls is the best remedy to forget about Ella and her supposed death. I'm just happy with the fact that Ella finally gets to relive Venus dela Riva and become her gorgeous self. WOOT! I just can't wait for the next episodes. I just feel sorry for Vira that Ella (as Venus, of course) will be saying that she's not Ella and that she doesn't know her. Vira is left heartbroken - of course - because she knows that it really was Ella...

Instead of sleeping because I was very tired at the point, I ended up playing Gran Turismo 3 from 2 am to 6 am, trying to reclaim my licenses. I was actually pretty successful because I did it a lot faster than the first time I did it. When I realised that it was 6 am already and that my uncle is already awake for his work, I decided to play with my IPod - even just for a while. Stupidly enough, I ended up playing until 7 in the morning until I finally surrendered to sleep. I forgot that I still had to buy my sister a present for her birthday on the 6th...

SUNDAY
Not long after, I woke up after two hours of sleep somewhere at 9 am. I slept again - of course - because I'm not that crazy. I had to wake up at 1:30 pm again though because I had to go Stocklands to buy my sister's present. I also had to make an excuse that I was going to go somewhere with Virus, and that my dear mother was just going with me to drop me off.

Well, the first thing I did at Stocklands was eat. I was very hungry that I ate this meal that consisted of a Rappa roll and a burger from Oporto which was lovely! I would have to say I couldn't move properly after that. I actually took an hour finishing those and some chips that I almost failed buying my sister her special present. My dear mother told me that she wanted some clothes, but I decided not to give her those because it was going to be expected. I decided to give her a Wii that was on sale at that time for $350. The store was already closed, but we just barged in just in time to buy it. My bank credit is like currently dead, but I felt absolutely happy, knowing that she'll love it.

V also ended up calling just in time when we were about to order at McDonalds. It was funny because when we decided to just leave, that was when the conversation ended. Tough luck. Not long after at 6:30 pm, I went church and went back as soon as possible to go online and talk to my dear best bud, but let's say, it didn't end up well...

That was when all those problems occured. You know when I almost lost my mind yesterday? GIT! I don't really want to recall what had happened - or maybe I just don't want to remember. I don't know to be honest. All I know is that I had the worst argument with V or something. I cried for at least 10 minutes or longer. It was after an hour or so until we made up though. After that, I couldn't forgive myself about some stuff I told her though. I realised the fact that maybe this thing that I went through with her was something to help me grow more mature in a way and also realise that she actually means a lot to me, like a sister or something. I never had an older sister - maybe that's why. I ended up reconciling with her on good terms, and I promised to give her a big hug and a sorry the next day. I'll tell you now, I still can't forgive myself - you know...

The next thing that I could only turn to was to wait for my sister's birthday. I ended up eating crema de frutas that was very addictive in a way that I'd have to get my seconds. With the help of the games in my IPod, I was able to wait for my sister's birthday without breaking a sweat... LOL!