My Uncontrolled Stupidity Brings Me Nowhere

Finally, I get to write an updated entry on the day itself. Anyway, nothing much really happened today. There was just some few argument-like thing between Virus and I but it's not really. It always happens for some reason, and it's mainly my fault. I'm like an annoying little kid with some uncontrolled stupidity...

Well, the morning started of fine. We had this presentation in the gym from RSPCA which was quite emotional. Looking at those pictures of battered and injured animals were brutally horrible. I didn't like the sight at all. I keep remember all of my dead rabbits, and it almost shed me to tears. Sports was fun since I get to team up with my two best buds. Too bad that it only seemed like three of us were the only one playing while our other three team members were slacking off. Even though we were breathless most of the time, we had awesome fun.

On Recess, this was when the whole thing between V and I happened. It was mainly my fault because I still keep getting addicted to that Klondike game in my IPod. She said that all I was doing was look at my IPod all the time, play the game and not listen to whatever they're saying. Well, that wasn't really when I decided to desert them for Recess. Well, it felt like I couldn't last the whole thing, but I ended up distracting myself with Klondike. I went off to say sorry to V on my way to Maths, but she ended up ignoring me. I couldn't afford to get mad at her because it was mainly my fault. I decided to stay away from them since then. The stupid addictive game became my only priority the double period of Maths which was the only way to actually stop myself from feeling sad and all...

I wanted to stay at the library for Lunch, just like what I did for Recess, but first, I went to the toilet because I was already holding my bladder for too long then. I did see them sitting close to the toilet, but I decided not to go close to avoid more arguments. Not being with them was already hard. While I was waiting in the toilet, V actually surprised me as she stood beside me. We gave each other hugs and apologised to each other as soon as possible. I was really happy at that point because I don't know if I could stand not talking to her for a whole day. I'd probably die. I'm just used to at least say a word to her in some way. LOL! Oh well, she wanted me to put my IPod away, but I told her to give me a chance. I think she didn't like that choice, but I'm sure she will be happy with the fact that I will try my best to not be enticed with that game again...

For fifth period, we had this meeting for the Multicultural Day that will happening sometime next term. Before we went to sixth period, we had another little meeting regarding this excursion to Riverside Theatre for tomorrow. The bad thing is that I won't be able to come because there is an Academic Awarding Ceremony tomorrow, and I can't miss it. That basically means I'll be alone tomorrow. Tazzie will also be staying since he's performing, so I don't think it's that bad. At least, I have my brother with me tomorrow. I can't wait to cheer for him tomorrow. For the last period, History, we had this Trivia about random History-Geography questions which was quite worthwhile.

On the afternoon, V, Mini-Virus and I went back to the Commonwealth bank to activate MV's card. Not long after, I decided to drop them off though not that far this time. They didn't want me to walk the whole way from their house - I think. I just wish they actually realise I actually love doing that for some reason. I just hope they're not sick of that. I had to go home anyway because there was Parent and Teacher Night.

We arrived just in time in the P & T Night. I thought we were going to be late since my dear mother actually forgot about it. Even though I only booked one meeting, I ended going to most of my teachers who were free. They all gave me very positive remarks which was awesome, so I couldn't seem to take off that smile off my face. Coles was our next stop because I wanted to check if there were job openings and all. My application for McDonalds was so complicated that I'm just going to subconciously drop it off for now. I couldn't work with V anyway - so what's the point? I ended up buying some Cadbury chocolates because I was craving for them for some reason. Lately, I've been craving for any food anyway.

I also got to talk to V a few minutes before our curfew arrived. I didn't actually expect her to come, although I did have a feeling of her coming. After the usual conversation online, I ended up playing Klondike again until 1 am. I know, eh? I was meant to stop at 11 pm, but that's just how it goes. What can I do? Nothing.