Well, what happened yesterday was that everyone, except me, bailed on the party that Virus made. It really pissed her off, and I couldn't really blame her. If I was her, I could have reacted worse. I ended up coming at 5 pm, just to make her feel a little better, but I kind of failed in the sense that I knew I was boring her in some way. On the contrary, it was very cool meeting V's brother. He was absolutely funny! We did eventually have fun (well at least I did) at the end before my dear mother had to interrupt when she called V's phone.
... Bloody hell. This is when all the trouble started for me. I don't know how it all started, but all I know is that my dear mother was furious about the fact that I didn't stick up for my word about going home at 9 pm. The thing is, she said something about "do you want to sleep there, instead?" and I said "yes" - of course - because I would love to anyway. V's dear mother already permitted me anyway. Well, it made my mother more furious. By then, V agreed on the fact that I should go home because she knows that I will get in trouble if I won't. The problem was that her dear mother had just started talking with V's brother online, so no one can bring me home by then, until V's father saved me. I really feel bad that I keep giving them too much problems. Heck.
As soon as V and her dad left, my mother gave me this sermon which lasted for an hour, repeating the same stuff about being irresponsible and not finishing my work. I swear, I was trying so hard to keep it down until she decided to ground me again. Bloody hell. Seriously, can't they do anything else but ground me? I feel like she's getting out all her anger and stress on me. She keeps saying how I've changed and all, but the thing is, she's wrong. I was like this before I even came to Australia - maybe even worse! I usually go home from school at about 5 pm, meet up with my buddy, go biking until 8 pm, go home again, do whatever online until 12 am, do homework until 2 am (or sometimes longer) and wake up at 5:30 am. Bloody hell. Is that my fault if she wasn't there at that point of my life? Seriously, she should consider facts first before she start throwing jibes at me. Like seriously.
Then, worse things happened. I'm not even going to mention them. I got my phone confiscated from me, as well as my IPod. I'm also banned from MSN and a lot more other stuff. GIT! You know, sometimes I wish they could just shut up. Seriously, they think they know everything and all - that they know what's right. Bloody hell, I know they're usually right, but now, they are just making assumptions. For example, they assumed that I failed most of my stuff in school when I passed the whole thing with an award!
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Pardon me, my dear mother had to stop me writing on the computer because my curfew went down to 9 pm. Nice eh? GIT! I'm just really annoyed now; I have reasons. Before, I tried my best to not get annoyed, but this time, it's just over the line. I'm losing everything for no reasonable reason! What the heck is this all about? Bloody hell. This is just too much for me now...
It's currently 6:45 am, and I woke up at about 5:30 pm. I don't think I've slept for eight hours, although I think I'm close to that because I don't feel sleepy at all. Anyway, I have to hasten this up before I have to get ready for school.
Oh before I move on, a random fact: I had this weird dream when I kissed this guy who I don't even have a clue as to who it is. It's kind of hilarious now because I actually got to kiss my sister on the lips the day before. LOL! I dared her to do it, and I didn't think she would anyway. I was surprised when she did that I started laughing in this very weird manner. ROFL!
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You know what? I'm sick of this. This is the first time I'm going to play their game. I don't care if I'll get sick or die or whatever anymore. To tell you now, I haven't eating anything yesterday for the whole day. Well, I did get to eat something late at night when I sneaked for food - cereals. It was enough for me for a day, but I'm starting to feel really weak. The fact that I have double Sports today will be a challenge. The only thing that I could consider as a good distraction was the fact I got to talk to Mini-Virus and then V. Bloody hell. I swear, I could have gone crazy with all the work yesterday, being secluded in my small bedroom. LOL! That just reminded me of how desperate I was just to have my phone for the last time, so I will be able to text V and say sorry that I couldn't go online because I was in trouble. Oh well, what could I do? Hopefully, this whole thing don't last.
I'll be off for now. I'm just not in the mood to face my mother anymore. This is just an abomination. Too much. I'm not going to tolerate this in some way. If she decides not to talk to me at all, I'll live with that. It's not like I couldn't last. It's her fault that I'm viewing things with her in a very different perspective now. It's her fault...
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