Friday, July 17, 2009

It's Simple: When You're Down, I'm More Down

Alright, I still can't recall everything because I'm like a day late in writing this entry - but who cares? I'll still give it a try...

Well moving on, the next thing I knew, it was morning when I realised Virus already woke up. She said she had a nightmare about her man or something like that. Not long after, I think she directed to do some whatever stuff the moment she took my IPod away from me so I could sleep. I know it was about 9 am at the point because she mentioned it later. After that, I finally slept until almost 1 pm, getting ready to go to the movies to watch Harry Potter. The only thing was, no one was bothered watching movies anymore because we - the four of us - were just hanging out in V's room, doing whatever fun stuff. I wouldn't tell you now though because you would probably think we're crazy people or lunatics...

I felt bad in a way though because I told my parents that I was going Luna Park, but that didn't really happen. My dear mother eventually found out anyway because I was stupidly enough to say that we weren't in Luna Park yet at about 2 pm and then I said that we just arrived from Luna Park when she called at 6 pm. I was lucky that she didn't get angry at all. *sighs in relief* V kind of had a bad time because something bad did happen with her and her man. I immediately remembered that nightmare of hers, and then the fact that I mentioned I felt like it wasn't a good time to go to Luna Park this day
before in a previous entry. Maybe, this was why. I felt something bad coming... GIT!

Anyway, we hung out until about 6:30 pm when S had to go somewhere with her family. It was unfortunate of us because one of S's cousins chipped his tooth while we were playing in the park, so we had to go early. We ended up watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince without S which was kind of sad because she didn't get to watch it with us. To make my night worse, V was being emo the whole night, and her vibe was affecting me in a way. It's one of those times when whatever the people who are surrounding you feel, you feel the same. I know deep down inside she was still hurt, and I tried my best to make her feel better, but she's basically pushing me away. Not literally though...

The fact that the movie cut off a lot of parts that I wanted to see pissed me off big time. Overall, it was still nice though. I love the comedy that they added into it. LOL! Those times really cracked me up big time... but hey, I don't want to spoil you all who didn't watch it yet, so I'm not going to make a whole page review at the moment...

I went home at about 10:30 pm after being dropped by V, Mini-Virus and her mother dropped me off. I immediately took a shower because I started to feel really stinky. I ended up talking to V and MV before I slept though. I said farewell to them for the fact that I won't be on MSN for a while. I know I'm stupid, but I feel like this is the best way to go. Plus, I'm still on about that whole "you're going to get sick of me" thing. The remaining days of the week will perhaps be the only time that I will not get to talk to them. Literally. Plus, I think V wants to be alone at the moment and be emo, so I'm certainly not stopping her. I don't know why I'm doing this really. I just hope this is worth it. I miss them a lot already. Seriously. It's weird and hard, trying to stop something you've been doing everyday now. *sniffs*

Anyway, my dear mother did mention that we will be going to the Snowy Mountains this Sunday. I'm kind of looking forward to it. At least, it will help me bring my mind back. At least, they're going to have that break from me. GAH! Seriously, I'm going to miss talking to them a lot. Bloody hell. I ended up staying up until 4 am in the morning, just playing around with my IPod, trying to sort out things in my head...

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