That's It, I'm Don't Care About Anything Anymore!

Listen. I'm really not in the mood to write really long. Nothing significant about me really happened today, so I'm not really going to blabber about stuff you don't even care about. Besides the constant calling of Virus the whole day and downloading videos from YouTube of my old friends, I didn't do anything at all - not even doing my school work...

Getting back in track, I spoke with V not long ago. This particular conversation made me realise how stupid I am. I realised that I have neglected my self needs by thinking about other people too much and by not sleeping appropriately. Bloody hell. I don't know what to say anymore. Here's the thing, when something is wrong with someone, I share their problems. When something is wrong with me, I don't give a damn about it. I worry too much for other people - just like now - when V decided to put herself into this thing. GIT! I'm going to stop talking about that... because you know what? She's right. I should forget about my family, her, my other friends, and everything else. I should take this advice that she gave me this night. I feel like it's the only way I could get my mind off things. I just don't know when though. All I know is that I need it as soon as possible...

Anyway, I'm sleeping early today. I know, eh? It's bloody early, but I can't break promises. I promised V that I will be sleeping at least at 2 am today. She and Slexy might be coming over tomorrow because we have to talk - just the three muchachos. I might be watching Kambal Sa Uma before sleeping though. I don't know. It's just something to get my mind off something I guess, since the whole "I'm getting away MSN" didn't really help...

I will also have to help Jo with her speech still. Well, I finished helping her with half of it now (11:50 pm), but I think she still needs more help. LOL! Oh well, she loves the thing that I wrote for her. Wee! Too bad, I have to go now though... parents! GIT!