Friday, July 17, 2009

Goodbye My Virtual Communicator, Goodbye Windows Live

Bloody hell. Just as I thought my day would finally go by fine, things had always to veer off from what I thought it would be. It's getting annoying. Well actually, I am too. You know why? I've been annoying people lately with my constant mood swings and bad attitude. The fact I want it to stop so desperately makes it worse, because I can't do much. It's like an outer force controlling me or something...

One thing that cracked me up today was the fact that my sister recalled this incident when I used to hug my old dear best bud tightly when we used to go motorbike riding. You don't want to know why it cracked me up, but I should say I really miss that friend of mine. That friend introduced me to a lot of new stuff - mainly rebel stuff though...

At about 7 pm, my sister persuaded me to watch
this 10 minute video from YouTube. Yes, yes, yes - you got me. It's a video of Michael Jackson - a part from Living With Michael Jackson. I would say that my sister is still not over Michael Jackson (nor am I - I guess)...

At about 7:40 pm, I finally get to finish
this graphic that my dear sister ordered from me. Somewhere at this point, I also got tempted to go online to check on who's online. There was no sign of Virus nor Tazzie anyway, so I just decided to sign off...

At about 8 pm, people from church called, telling me that they didn't get to call me ages ago because they got my name mixed up with someone else. They told me that I might be practicing with them tomorrow, but I don't know because I have a feeling I won't get to wake up early. It's currently 1:35 am - you know. I got distracted with stuff. I also got to watch this so-called
"Twilight Extended Trailer" which cracked me up big time. Watch it and you'll see what I mean. *wink wink*

At about 8:35 pm, I played Mafia Wars in Facebook while I started talking to T. It was about 9 pm when V finally went on, and I thought she had a party without inviting me. I actually felt bad, but of course, I was happy for her in a way. She deserves some happiness at the moment anyway. Not long after, I felt bad appearing offline while I was getting really tempted to talk to her, so I finally went online. She eventually talked to me and told me that there was no party at all. I also told her why I was appearing offline because I can't lie to her anyway...


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Sorry about that. I had to take a rest because my parents just arrived somewhere at 2 am. They think I'm already sleeping, so I'm just taking advantage with the fact that it's not 4:01 am, and they're drunk asleep.
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I got into this argument with her again, and that's why I was getting pissed at myself. I seem to start them every time, and I am starting to feel really awful for her a lot. This is one of the reasons why I decided to do this whole "goodbye MSN" thing. I don't want her to suffer through my uncontrolled stupidity. It wasn't long until we went fine though - as usual - but that doesn't change my final decision. I know she's getting really sick of this whole drama, so I'm coming to stop this whole crap...

I was very happy that I got to talk to MV from 12 midnight to 12:45 am. At least, she actually made me smile. At the same point, I was actually trying to this sort of long email to V, just saying goodbye from MSN for a while. It's pretty stupid because I'm making a big deal about something really small. I don't think they would really care or even notice anyway. It's just I think I will really miss them a lot. I talk to them everyday literally. It's very hard to stop something just like that you know. V went off at about 1:30 am or something, and so did I.

At about 2 am, my parents arrived from Smithfield RSL, so I improperly shut the computer down. I obviously pretended that I was asleep while I actually played with Klondike for almost two hours before I continued writing this entry.

Now, I just feel like finishing this graphic that my sister ordered again. GIT! The thing is, I don't care if I get sick at the moment. Who cares anyway? No one...

I just can't wait to go to T's place tomorrow. I really miss him. He's probably the only one who could distract me from insanity. Screw the meeting with the people from church tomorrow. I need my sleep before we go Snowy Mountains - you know...

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Update @ 6:23 am:
I'm not even close to being sleepy yet, but I know I have to sleep. I just finished the orders that my sister made, so I'm quite done for the day. (Click here to view the avatar. Click here to view the siggy.) I know they are not good, but I tried. I always try...

Anyway, that's all for now. I hope I get to fall asleep the moment I lie down. I really lack sleep, you know...

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